afroBarbie

Rio

2011-04-16T07:55:00.002+08:00

it's a movie mostly bout a bird that can't fly but the songs are amazing and i just love it. my favourite has got to be the jamie foxx and will.i.am - hot wings~ it's a must watch movie from me.

this blog's been dead for many months and i plan to keep it alive so that i can release some of the tension. so far, i've been working in helpdesk for bout a year and it's been kinda hectic. not much to do just keep on answering and logging is mostly the scope of the job. but i gotta tell ya, without patience, no way u can handle the users. stupid qns, scolding u no reason, calling and hanging up...all the nonsense u can tink of. but i kinda like it at first but now it's getting on my nerves. dun noe how much longer i can handle it, but i'll try. coz i dun wan to disappoint anybody. it's not what i like to do.

for kicks, been into torrents, torrenting anything music, movies, dramas. Love it. the joy of torrent! hahaha installed new web broswer, using opera. cool interface and just love the experience. waiting for new asus laptop to come into my life by the end of the month i hope. i can't wait to have more storage to play games, faster response, awesome graphics to watch those hi-def movies. :D shiok! hahaha

need to get out more though. i want to have fun and not just stuck myself at home. family's been through a lot the past month and family matters but still as my bro says: life must go on... so i tink in a way, he's right. that's bout all so far. update ya wen i got the time or if i'am not too lazy.

afroBarbie OUT!

Movie/Drama Marathon

2010-09-18T02:26:00.003+08:00

it's been a great! watched so many shows to catch up with the episodes piling up! it's like homework! but MORE FUN! haha Need to watch this new movie coming soon called Scott Pilgrim! the preview in the cinema just now was cool! i wana watch it! anybody up for it?

i made spaghetti today! put in lots of slices of beef and mushrooms! love it! <3 shared it with my bro. i duno where i want to go tmr before we have to go out in the afternoon. i would like to go sumwhere fun. if there was a place that you can go to have fun and just hang around...where would you go to? >_<

i want to go take pictures but in the afternoon, i would have to do that also so there is no point in taking so many pictures for. i feel like going to town and walk2 but hmm what is there at town and which part is interesting? i have absolutely no idea.

i feel like i want to buy a new MP5 player. where should i buy it from? hmm i feel like going to the beach too! haha so many things i want to do but so little time. haix!

let me go google sumplace fun for now..cya blueks!

afro B. OUT!

Sick

2010-08-21T06:31:00.002+08:00

it's been 5 days since i've been diagnose with acute nasopharyngitis aka common cold.
hahaha! duno why they need to give such a medical term to the common cold. i was only given 1 day mc. so sad right?

anyways it's the start of the weekend and i hope that i can enjoy it while it lasts coz there will be more work to come as more people are leaving. so sad. i'm dun want them to leave but what to do? some contract finish liao, some are interns, some is due to personal issues which i can't disclose. i'm gona miss them eventhough i've only been working there for a short while.

they helped me a lot and becoz of them, i am happy coming to work. now...what to do?? haix...i hope more ppl come to join us. happy if got such miracle. anyways, can't wait for payday! so can shop again! itchy itchy! hahaha :D that's all for now. going to go ikea today to buy sofa beds! hahaha hope can shop for other things also. shop shop shop till i drop! hahaha

afroB. out! peace ya'll!

Saturday is rest day?

2010-08-14T08:58:00.002+08:00

today is saturday and i want to rest but why do i feel like it's such a waste? My body is telling me to rest but my mind is wanting to go out and maybe explore some place good to take pictures coz i haven't done that in a while.

what should i do? rest or go out? or maybe i could just watch movies online? haix why am i so fickle minded? i have absolutely no idea. also what's up with me and cleanliness these days. it's like we're the best of friends and i just can't seem to stand being dirty. i would even go to the extent to buy anti-bacterial wipes to wipe my hands. i wasn't like this before. now, it's like i have a phobia towards anything dirty. haix i'm turning more weird than i already am. i can't even stand myself, what abt other ppl's image on me. haha they are probably thinking, she's a weirdo. haha

it's been long long long time since i hang out with twin. wonder what she's doing at the moment. haix. life was really good when studying. no need to think so much, just go with the flow. but now...need to pay this, need to pay that. i tink i'm not ready for commitments for the time being and sorry to say this but i am single at the moment, not attached. so for anyone who thought i was...i'm sorry? haha maybe one fine day i'll meet the dashing man for me but hey, i tink that will happen when it happens. but till then, i want to enjoy! haha no need to think about responsibilities. i just want to be responsible for my parents. love them. (^v^)

hmm maybe i can follow cannie around for her freelance job...but maybe i should go and explore. but it seems like it's going to rain. what to do?

afroB. OUT!
-love, peace and ice cream-

I want to SHOP SHOP SHOP!

2010-07-24T16:58:00.002+08:00

hope that i get paid this month quick. i got itchy hands that wants to get
me everything. from shoes, to bags, to pants and all that. hahaha love the
fashion these days. i want to have fun and shop. money please come quick.
hahaha (^V^)

would love to go shop @ Haji Lane and even Bugis. that is the plan.
get money and spend. of course not all my money lah. i need to window shop first.
anybody wants to follow? hahaha i no life, so that's why shopping can be
addictive for me. so i NEED someone to tell me to stop when i need to.
haha miss twin so much. when are you free twin?? can go shop with me? haha
cannie you too! heck! everybody who wants to shop, just come along and follow
hahahaha! (^U^)

i free all the time during sat for this month. next month i have to work on sat
for the first week so can only go in the afternoon for sat. arghh! i really need
to shop shop shop! hahaha till next time. anybody who free, let's go out k?
till next time.

afroB. Out!

Am i turning into a shopaholic?

2010-07-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

These days, i've been spending way too much on shoes, pants and shirts. Why? I have no idea. I know i need to lay down on spending but shoes are like so shiny and bling2 to me these days but it's weird that i have my eyes set on guys formal shoes.

Seriously, i dun get it. Why do guys have all the fun with fashion? Does anybody know anywhere in Singapore of places where they girls can buy guys formal shoes and not get questioned or investigated like a criminal?

I am so into guys shoes. Why, u might ask..This is why...

Spectator Shoes:

Spectator shoes were made famous as a formal sport shoes, first used by cricket players and adopted by golfers. They are typically wing-tips (though they can be loafers or cap-toes) and are two-toned, often white and brown.Though it's unusual, you can still wear these on the golf course and they're appropriate for a day in the city or at the office.

Doesn't it look so cool!? I so want this kind of shoes!
Get me one, please anyone! hahaha

afroB Out!
PS: Get me formal shoes for my birthday next year! and maybe if you have budget, get me pants as well. hahaha :P

GRADUATION 2010

2010-05-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

I've finally graduated! hahaha TIME TO FIND A PERM JOB! hahaha SCARY! but i need to focus on umrah now! It's nearing my day to go. 3rd June! Insyaallah, everything will go smoothly.

Today was a memorable day. Got to take lots of pictures. All on Facebook though. I want to say thanks to my friends and my lecturers for teaching me and being there for me when i need them. Thanks for the three years of ENDURANCE! hahaha xD

If got any job "lobang", remember me k? hahaha

Also, i sent off my brother at Changi Airport earlier this morning. His flight to Brunei is at approx 1am. We all went to eat at SWENSONS first b4 his reporting time. Got to try flavoured teas. EARL GREY TEA (for dad) and CHAMOMILE TEA (for mum). I chose those flavours for them. hahaha They said it was nice! hehe GRAD/SENDING OFF Brother to Brunei MEAL! hahaha :D LOVE my FAMILY! TAKE CARE BROTHER!

afroB. OUT!
Mood: HAPPINESS to the MAX!

Insomnia again?

2010-05-23T02:30:00.002+08:00

after eating family dinner at Al-Ameen, i cannot seem to sleep. it's now about 2.35am in the morning. these few days, i have not been exercising like i should. tmr, should i go to FB training? i feel like i should, but i duno. i want to exercise by myself, but i nvr seem to be able to do it. like always, i set my target but nvr seem to reach it unless sumbody pushes me over the limit.

hmm, i tink i should just go. wat u tink? haha silly me, talking to myself. who ever reads these stuff i'm saying over this blog. but ppl need to confide in sumthing sumtimes right? otherwise we would go crazy. haha love songs, movies and dramas. but in reality can that really help me get a job? hahah i want a job but i nvr seem to get them without any help. am i that useless? i mean even kfc wouldn't take as an employee. anybody out there who has a job vacancy tat u can give to me after i come back from umrah, pls contact me at my chatbox man. haha

watched niyang rapik (malay movie) at youtube, it was ok, sum parts frightening but hey, it's a cerita seram (scary story), go figure. haha grad ceremony on mon and i am still fat. hahaha need weight loss fast. can anybody help? haha i guess not. nvrmind i tink i should go for training tmr. after tat i can run by myself.

afroB. out!
current state: insomniac

MBLAQ and CN Blue's new songs are OUT!

2010-05-20T00:49:00.003+08:00

wow! haha totally enjoying it. been listening to SuJu's new song Bonamana and so sumthing else for a chance is good. MBLAQ's Lee Joon and CN Blue's Lee Jong Hyun is the one's i'm looking at. besides always the leaders being the main focus, i am paying attention to the 2nd lead. ^^

gotta love the story behind both the mv's (@-_-@) listening to the full album of both boy band and boy group and i tink that CN Blue's songs are more catchy. but it's up to preference afterall. So YOU decide! Which one is more cooler! hahaha

afro Out! 8D

Yesterday plus today

2010-05-15T05:06:00.002+08:00

Gotten my grad attire yest. Went shopping for white blouse with cannie @ vivo. NETS it. I'm gg to cut my hair and buy my pants today. Need to exercise also. still need to lose weight. haha.

<< It's been too long >>

2010-05-14T02:44:00.004+08:00

i must admit, i've not been updating this dead blog for 2 mths. my bad.

i've been trough 1 mth of temp work. working is fun if u have friends. got my pay alr. but now with no work and no sch, life's been boring. all my uni app didn't came trough and so i am sad. dun worry though, i'll find my place sumday-sumhow. feel like i'm not ready to go to umrah on 3rd june but my parents are so into it. i'm scared that i can't do a good job of it. please pray that i have a smooth journey gg and coming back. i ask for ur forgiveness if i have done anything to make anyone unhappy. and is there anyone that i have owed money to that i haven't paid? don't lie hor! it's a sin. haha

what i have been up to?
reserved my grad attire. my grad day is on the 24th of may.
been watching a lot of sad k-drama, dvds that i rented. handsome suit (jap), cyborg she (jap) and love siam (thai). but the last dvd didn't have eng subs. i felt cheated. haha but it's ok. i love the girl in the cyborg she movie. she's a good japanese actress.

some of the k-drama that i am watching is cinderella's sister (got moon geun young from painter of the wind and taec from 2pm) , personal taste (got lee minho), oh my lady (got siwon form super junior and chae rim from dal ja's spring), sunao ni narenakute (got hero jaejoong from DBSK). watch it if only if u are bored like me.

this is the pic of the actress in cyborg she. she is beautiful.

been wanting to create a new ori songs. does anybody have any suggestions? haha it's just a silly thought but wouldn't it be fun. btw i seriously need to lose weight. been eating too much. cya'll soon. if we ever meet outside, call me out, coz i'm not very observant to my surroundings.

afroB. says goodnight to all.

Bus Travelling :D

2010-03-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went almost everywhere with bus only. NO trains. Concession is truly a luxury. Firstly waited 30 mins in line to deposit money in bank. So many ppl in the bank. Took 241 to the interchange. Took 174 all the way to lucky plaza @ orchard. Went to pray at Al-Falah Mosque. Took 502 to esplanade. Went to the library to borrow DVDs. It was the coolest thing. The DVDs were locked and could only be unlock after you borrow it. You put it in a slot and voila! the DVD is unlocked. Borrowed 2 DVDs, In the Mix starring USHER and OFFSIDE. Went to the Rooftop. Took pictures.

Waited for bus to go home. Took 97 den 198 all the way to the intechange but can I say that I was shocked and disgusted when I saw a cockroach and mosquito in the bus. PEOPLE should really stop eating in the buses and also bus captains should really take care of the cleanliness of the bus. Not to whine or anything but it was really like, ewwww~ get what I mean? Took 241 back home. The end.

It was wonderfool to take the bus everywhere.
Wonder if I wanna do it again tmr.
Goodnite everyone. :D

afroBarbie OUT!

My 20th Birthday Celeb~

2010-02-21T02:31:00.009+08:00

Me using study time for SS to do this BLOG! it just HAD to be done! ;D

Here's a picture of what i bought and the gifts given by them awesome humans:

Here's the breakdown:

Went to SCH, met with Asmirah.
Got new watch and muffins! Love it! *Muach*
Sad that Student Services wasn't open.
Studied in Lib until blurr.
Prayed ZOHOR @ Masjid Darussalam.
Met with eka and yan.
yan gave me her presents in the SHUTTLE BUS.
NICE BUNCH OF COOL & CREATIVE STUFF! *expected~ budak PDI lah katerkan~*
Went for wasted trip to West Coast Plaza.
Went back to Cityvibe to eat @ ShinTokyo.
Was full! urrp~
Went to SUNTEC to shop but nth interesting.
Lost $1 to the stupid plushie machine.
Nice Book Fair, wana buy books but so many, no time and it was getting boring.
eka needed to go home for personal reasons but me and yan went to pray ASAR and MAGHRIB @ Masjid Al-Falah @ Orchard.
Then it was 313 @ Somerset.
Was uber fun! ShOPsHOp! haha
Coffee Bean craze in the nite.
Went home with yan and her family. Muchos Gracias yan's dad!
LOVED TODAY! AND MANY THANKS TO THOSE WHO sanggop to give me presents! (^_^)
although i'm a lame smelly (slenger bachen) person

~| afro continues mugging for SS |~

My Schedule is TIGHT!

2010-02-19T23:15:00.005+08:00

Why didn't i listen?? DO EVERYTHING LAST MINUTE!! >_<

20 FEB - Maybe go to Student Service in the morning, in NP to re-print CCA records.
GG out for early birthday celeb.

21 FEB - Study for SS EXAM and also include WDD.

22 FEB - SS EXAM (2.30pm-4.30pm, 56-05-05, Seat No: 5)
IMPORTANT : SEND IN NTU APPLICATION ONLINE~

23 FEB - GAMBIT 23 February 2010 Game Playtesting Session:
(Session 1, 10:00am -12:00pm,

Location of Game Testing Sessions:

100 Beach Road
#23-07/13
Shaw Tower
Singapore 189702

Directions:
If you're coming from City Hall, we're located just next to Suntec City.
If you're coming from Bugis, go through Bugis Junction and take the back
entrance located next to MOS Burger. From there, walk all the way down
Liang Seah street and cross the junction at the end to arrive at
Shaw Tower.)

AFTER ALL THIS MADNESS, Revise for WDD!!

24 FEB - WDD EXAM (9.00AM-11:00AM, 50-03-03, Seat No: 8)

OK THAT's all. afroB. OUT!

JB! i wanna shop there again!

2010-02-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

went to JB today, i was such a noob! haha! didn't know a lot has changed. the customs was very tight! haha went to kranji by mrt, took 170 bus ride to JB, lots of walking, eating and shopping. bought mostly bottoms and my prayer shroud, went home with lots of ppl in the bus. next time, i'll come earlier. next time, i wana buy shoes and bags and eat lele goreng(fried catfish).

wanna follow me someday? friends only. haha i want to have fun again but with friends. traveling and shopping is fun, only if u have the mullah, fulus, in other words, MONEY and of course the TIME. so if you have money and the time, why don't we go JB together? hehe i would totally love it!

afroB. inviting to go to JB together! oUo

Super day? ;D

2010-02-13T02:05:00.004+08:00

dear bloggie,
today i went out with eka TOFU! hehe was late as usual. went to eat at kfc @ bugis. went to sim lim sq to buy headphones which looked kinda silly on me but i vow to decorate it to make it special. went to ion orchard to buy stuff at uniqlo. saw a lot of weird stuff there. oh ya. and a very open apek, did the unthinkable. he pissed in the baby changing room using the cubicle there of course. but he didn't close the door. had no idea why. maybe it was becoz he didn't noe how. since the door was "improved" in such a way that it operates like a door from the future. sliding just with the touch of a palm.

then we went off to wisma atria. got lost for a bit. didn't find the sweater for eka's bro. den we went to JP to eat after going after almost every MANGO shop in the vicinity. thought that sakura actually sells japanese food since it's name came from the japanese word for cherry blossom. but it turned out to be chinese or thai cuisine. me and eka were so disappointed. wat a bad joke and really bad eggs, drink up me harty yo ho! (improv from JACK SPARROW aka Jonny Depp) *dies* . went to banquet instead. eka ate the same chicken and mushroom hotplate and i ate dessert. then crashed at her place and watched AVATAR. i thought it was a lame movie but it was COOL! go watch it if u have the chance. then we ate dinner, it was nice to eat together. something i rarely get to do becoz my family is kinda one for one and you is you when it comes to daily eating habits.

after the nice movie and dinner, i went home. and guessed what! i got a new mp5 from my bro. hehe it was nice to get something in return instead of just giving in all the time. oh ya! my birthday is coming, not that anyone really noes. but i guess it goes both ways. u have to give to get but dun always expect tat you can get when you give becoz people are just that forgetful, just like me. ok that's all for this morning. haha i stayed up to watch some movie. hehe typical of me.

afroB. here and you're my bloggie!

FORGET it ALL!

2010-01-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

I just want to forget stuffs sometimes. Give me amnesia for a while and i'll be satisfied. What's wrong with me you might say...?? But i'm just being realistic...can you blame me for wanting amnesia, when your life just seems bleak? Get a grip will ya maryam?? i would always say this to myself but i have really nothing special about me...tell me one thing that you can say is my speciality??

I am not good in studies although they always say you get good grades what...SHUT UP lah! can?? I'm like thinking that it is so true when i say my achievements are zilch!
Give me a vodka and get me drunk! Just kidding! hahaha so random. Here i am ranting ON and ON about life that really just leads to nowhere. I like thinking where am i going to go after my poly studies and what is the worst that can happen?? But anything can happen...i wanna get into a uni and have fun there and learn more things but when am i going to repay my parents?? This is just a qn that i asked myself over and over again.

ASS-ignments are like a TON and what am i doing writing on this blog that never gets read....I am like in a depression come anxiety attack right now...everybody i know is going somewhere in life and i am practically going NOWHERE...give me a path and give me guidance..only then can i fulfil my duty as a person, NOT that ANYONE out there GIVES a DAMN about me...Nobody does...

I am just feeling lonely sometimes...other people have great families and great friends and what to i have?? A rumah tumpangan as a home and fair-weathered friends. Not that i don't have good friends who help me out a lot...it's just i would like to have a happy home to come home to...NOT where the moment i wake up in the morning, conflict brews like coffee at COFFEE BEAN while the rest of the world's still sleeping...Give me a BREAK! This is exactly why i don't go home straight after sch anymore...coz home doesn't feel like home anymore...i feel like my home has been invaded you see...

Reason for yesterday's weird behaviour was that i was HUNGRY!!! When i am hungry i don't think straight and i think neither would you! So don't judge me straight away...SOME ppl are just rude, just when i couldn't recognize you when i was walking meant that i was having Alzheimer's disease or amnesia..OH HOW I WISH that was the case!! Anywho watever i want to do in life or what becomes of me would totally be in the future and the possibilities are endless coz nobody and i mean NOBODY noes the future and that us why i can't prepare for it and that's why i'm scared! Yeah get scared too you see! That's all out of my chest! Aaaaah~ That's just relieving~

afroB. OUT!

Shopping

2009-12-25T05:41:00.002+08:00

Just got back from NPMSS Ladies Let's Go Camp which was awesome. Got to do things that i would nvr thought i'd do...such as jadi imam, signing the alphabet and also wear MAKE-UP! ya can you believe it! hahaha! Den also met new friends from Wak Tanjong and budak2 first years who were pretty Sweet! haha Then also ate a lot! In the pics they took, i was always eating! hahaha

On the 22 DEC
Went out with TWIN to Orchard ION to buy my Micro Fleece Jacket from UNIQLO which was cool! hahaha Ate at Burger King. Did some guitar covers beside Orchard ION and at Yan's House! Went to Far East to eat at Ramen Ten which was DELICIOUS! After that went back to Yan's house to karaoked like crazy! hahaha Then went home and sleep!

On the 24 DEC
Went out with Marina for SUSHI!!!! I love sushi! hahahaha couldn't get enough! Must go again! hahaha Den after that went to buy a lot of stuff, eyeliner, flip-flops and jeans. wanted to buy bag but never buy...sad next time den! hahaha den Oh ya! i bought Young bae's NAME TAG! hahaha love it! We also went to IMM den shopped at Giant! Den went to Spaghetti TOO! I simply love the apple cobbler and also the garlic bread cheese!!!! LOVE it to the MAX! yum yum yum! Next time i bring EVERYONE go there ok????

With Love and always DREAMING of FOOD,
afroB. Out!

My BODY is on the verge of breakdown....

2009-11-11T02:40:00.003+08:00

Tell me what to do...my body is still sore from last
FRIDAY & SATURDAY's GYM,
SATURDAY & SUNDAY's FB LEAGUE MATCH,
MONDAY's NAPFA (i collapsed for a while, during the last lap of 2.4km)
TUESDAY's GYM and FB training (i got bruises)

UPCOMING:
THURSDAY - FB Training
FRIDAY - Pre-NAPFA for PFM IS module
SATURDAY - GYM with Marinah
SUNDAY - Pergas EXAM

Man...i tink i gona collapse for real...I still have to do

HOMEWORK:
DOA - Prac and Quiz
SCM - Assignment 1
SS - Worksheet 3 and mayb tutorial
WDD - Practical
WISP - E-learning this wk

SOMEBODY HELP ME! *try saying this using THE MASK's voice*

afro is DOWN for the COUNT...

NAPFA....???

2009-11-09T16:14:00.002+08:00

It's raining heavily at the sports complex and me,cannie and anna is waiting for the NAPFA to start....Thara is in the train, coming soon...i dunno why but we are so loyal to NP that we actually come to take the NAPFA test.

I went to gym on fri and sat. Had Floorball match on sat and sun. AND NOW....NAPFA...i tell you my body very the tired liao....Wana rest but cannot...tmr still need to go the gym again to do 1hr of non contact with Marinah. My body is gg to break down soon!

Oh! btw we won 3rd in the FB league. Hope to beat the foxes next season! haha if i got money to pay for the registration...

afro is ACHING...help...

Late Late Late ARGH!!!

2009-11-04T17:02:00.002+08:00

Blame it on DVDs and Internet! Was up doing work + watching DVDs = LATE!
So sad....I was late even for E-learning but hmmm wateverlah...i still did my work mah....

Cooked my lunch which was MYOJO TOM YAM noodles...Forgotten that i had to cook for DAD and so he cooked maggie mee for himself...sad...but was angry at him for not waking me up...but that's just me...no matter how many ppl wake me up, if i'm asleep, they can't wake me up...haha i sleep like a log.

Watched Naruto ep 3 which is hilarious! Go Watch it if u have the time. hahaha Playing Pet Society now. Seems like my pet is dying coz i didn't feed, bath or played with it haha *Somebody call animal abuse!* haha

afro OUT!

Menu : Spaghetti Chicken Curry!

2009-11-01T22:47:00.006+08:00

I was hungry so i cooked up some of my favourite food! Spaghetti! mum made curry chicken so... i put them together! haha clever right!?

This is the final product! My Spaghetti Chicken Curry!

In Normal light

In Orange light

It was yummy! ;D

Today, i was late for madrasah coz of stupid ghosts dreams...packed some goreng pisang with me. Met RosBandung at Pioneer MRT and we went to sch together. Ate goreng pisang otw there. hehehe Couldn't resists my mum's goreng pisang and plus we were hungry. Had faraidh test which was easy by right, but i couldn't solve almost all of the questions coz my mind went blank.

After sch, went wif Ros to JP to find my bro some snacks b4 he had to go NS again. Had time to rent DVD's! hehe Watched 2 of them alr. One more to go. So that's all for today. More tmr maybe now i'm off to watch the DVD i rent! Have any recipes you want me to cook and share? Tell me on my chat box! haha I wan food!!!! hahaha Cya!

afro cooked today, hoped those scary ghost dreams dun come back to haunt me tonight!

My Day!

2009-10-29T02:14:00.018+08:00

Went to sch, met Harith at bustop at Clementi. Met Anna at esquare with Zhen Jie. Waited for Cannie, Vicki was late and so was Thara. Went up to SCM class, not many ppl. Got TOTEBOARD crisis in the middle of the lesson, Cannie and Thara gonna settle it tmr. Watched a video for WISP class, 'A CLASS DIVIDED'. Love the story. For lunch, "dabao" Thai Chicken Combo from MAKAN PLACE for me and Thara. Cannie went to NUS to take her SS book. Went for ZOHOR prayer at blk 51. Got guys also wanted to pray...and one of them was like talking in malay...

(translated)
He: "Are you gg to pray??"
ME: "Ya."
He: "Pray at the back k? I'm stil waiting for the slippers to use for ablutions, can give me those slippers?"
ME: "Erh? These are mine...''' "
He: "Oh! Sorry Sorry! Thought was used for ablutions..."
He: "Hmm....so can i borrow it for a while?"
ME: "Hmm....yea sure...." ( a bit weird and reluctant to give )

*note : we need to take ablutions (cleansing using water) before we pray so sometimes we can get our shoes wet if we not wearing slippers and in this case i was wearing MY OWN slippers and he was thinking that it was used to take ablutions.

Had WDD class, did tutorial. Went for ASAR prayers which was more peaceful. Went to RP for Match.After match, on the way to eat at Banquet at Causeway Point with Steffi, we found an SP person's EZ-Link card with lanyard and stuff. Steffi gave it an SP girl and we were on our way. Ate Korean food. Took pictures. Went Home. Saw something ewww....which was a rat on the road which apparently had died, was ran over by a car again and again. The front wheel and the back wheel. I am sorry to say this but i felt sorry for the poor rat...although i don't quite like rats...The lift i took up was like so slow in closing...was scary so i said some prayers. Reached home safely.

So now, let the pictures do the talking!

*pulls string*
Stitch that i got from Sandra, came to study Systems Security too!

*This happened on another day*
Was DOA class but we, (me and thara) were cam-whoring in the toilet!

Went to RP for MATCH against SP both guys and girls.

Our Guys Floorball POLITE team and Coach

Guess who this is! His name starts with the letter 'M'.

We won and so did the guys so....Our Korean Victory Food!

My Kimchi Fried Rice! Steffi had Beef Teppan.

Awww~Steffi so shy! hahaha

Me and the new NP Floorball Keeper, Steffi! she on the phone with??? hehehe

As Always pictures in the TOILET! hahaha

afro signing out! haha ;P

==> New Skin <==

2009-10-27T10:53:00.003+08:00

In SCM class again! NOT listening to class and instead is changing blogskin. Liked this new blogskin so i changed it! Twin! I wana go out!! but but but this week is so so so packed with HOMEWORKs like practicals, quizzes, tutorials and also i got CCA trainings and matches. It's been so long since we went on bus rides to places we've nvr been b4. I want to try gg to LAU PA SAT one day! i wana try the foods there...Oh My ALLAH! I am making myself feel damn HUNGRY. Next lesson will be SS where i would probably gg to be HALF dead.

Watched Factory Girl on YOUTUBE yest, where SNSD girls are trying to be editors for ELLE GIRLS magazine. It's nice so go watch it!

afro is HUNGRY! Craving for MYOJO Kimchi NOODLES!

2009-10-20T10:49:00.002+08:00

Now in SCM class gg to SS class

Yest was NP VS TP, score was 1-1. Tmr is against NYP. Let's do it!

Left ankle almost ok but still swollen. Hope that i can recover faster.

afro wants to WIN!

2009-09-23T12:38:00.001+08:00

Lucky Laki - Superman

Listen to these kids.

loving this song.

afro

2009-09-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Maybe this blog is DEAD!

It's been long since my last entry.
This is what happened so far.
Busy Busy Busy~
G-Dragon -Heartbreaker!
f(x) - LaChata! (>_<) AMBER!!! wo ai ni!

Tmr will be my first qiam and buka puasa wif my pergas frends!
Love them to the max! Hopefully it all works out somehow.

Can't WAIT for Raya! Come fast! hehe But i will miss ramadhan...always in my heart.

afro wants to have fun soon!

2009-08-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

My review on - Beethoven Virus

I've recently watched this Korean Drama and found it to be a very interesting drama.

The synopsis is as follows :
Kang Gun Woo is an orchestra conductor in his 40's. He is an elite workaholic conductor who has a very bad reputation. He is known as someone who will do absolutely anything in order to create the very best music. However, due to his self-righteous and stubborn personality he thinks that only his thoughts are correct which makes him unable to form good relationships with those around him. He meets Du Ru Mi, a violinist, and a trumpet player who has the same name as him, and together they form a love triangle.

Lee Ji Ah, a very beautiful actress, acts as the violinist Du Ru Mi. Kim Myeong-Min who is the orchestra conductor is my fav character as i like his deep voice and frank talk. Do spare some time and watch this drama for those music lovers as you will get to enjoy the classical music that some may think as boring and dull. Take a risk and see if you fall in love with this kind of music. This is a romance drama but u just gotta love the music.

afro

2009-08-19T01:57:00.010+08:00

Food Hunt!

Here's the map!

(click and hold Ctrl key while scrolling mouse wheel to adjust view when viewing image)

afro has only one word...AWESOME!

2009-08-16T21:51:00.005+08:00

Apa yg gue udah lakuin pada bulan ini...

* 10 aug Mon(fast)
* 11 aug Tues(fast)
- Cuci/Jemur Kain

* 12 aug Wed
- Meeting with Thara & Cannie
- Meet Hayati for UP 3D
- Uztaz Ceramah

* 13 aug Thurs(fast)
- League Training

* 14 aug Fri(fast)
- Fast and Furious forum with Asmirah

* 15 aug Sat(fast)
- Marina Barrage Photoshoot

* 16 aug Sun(fast)
- Madrasah
- Bought popiah for mum
- Suntec Toy Exhibition with RosBandung & Cannie.
Lauren cosplayed as Crown Clown!

Alhamdulillah! Besok ahkhir harinya gue bayar balik puasa! Capek bangat sih gue tadi. Kerna gue barusin jln barang sama Cannie dan juga RosBandung. Ma kasih ya Rosie! Kerna udah temanin gue hari ni. Photonya akan diupload di FB. Udah dulu ya gue ingin nengok Tangisan Bulan Madu. Da Dulu!

afroBarbie over and out!

2009-08-14T04:20:00.002+08:00

UP

The movie was nice in 3D. My first time watching a movie in 3D. It was funny. But the ceramah after tat was confusing. Critical Thinking and Education. Think about it.
I'm thinking about creating a new song. Should it be in english or malay...hmmm any ideas? Put it on the chat box. =3

4 more days left for me to fast.

2009-08-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

Cats..am i allergic?

Went to mum's frend house today. Her house had so many CATS! Loved playing with them. BUT!!! Am i allergic to them? When i got back home, i was like dizzy den headache...So i slept..but i woke up late and therefore i was late for my FB training..But it was fun! SARA the coach came for the selection for the guys i tink...

After training, diyanah, munira, steffi and me had a TOM YAM cup noodles party! hehe love tom yam cup noodles! hehe Den went home. Bathe and solat Isyak and then ate with Abi! hehe He bought nasi goreng..and now i am writing all this in my blog..hehe actually nothing to write about also hehe just wanted to write something. Tmr morning have to wake up early coz wana go shopping with mum for my cuzzun's wedding this sunday! ok lah gg to go do madrasah work!

afro over and OUT!

2009-08-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

Geylang si Paku Geylang

Yest after Pergas and the EXTRA lesson, me, RosBandung, Hayati, Hidana went to GEYLANG!
Boarded bus no.2 from bugis and dropped off at Darul Arqam for Asar.
We went to where Ros had to go. Which was to the new pasar, then to Joo Chiat's Muzika Records, then to City Plaza to go eat! But...ARNOLDS was DAMN pack! Our queue no. was 166! So we had to go to Banquet opposite of City Plaza. Loved the Char Kway Teow that Hayati ordered coz it was PEDAS! haha But i ate Nasi Goreng, Ros ate Black Carrot Cake and Hidana ate Hor Fun!

We were full and happy when SUDDENLY! Got a couple of guys, KACAU us! Man...was i scared...i was INNOCENT! I just play play and said out loud ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM! many many times. Coz i saw the triumph advertisement on the wall beside the Banquet.
Then, the guys who wanted to kacau us said the same thing....so Hayati was like SPEEDING off liao...ignoring them...so i wanted to follow suit so i said PERMISI and went after Hayati. By the looks of it, they were INDO men...SCARY!!! haha

After the shock, we faster faster went to Darul Arqam for the Maghrib Prayer. Den guess who we saw??? Alias Kadir!!!!! Famous Malay Comedian! Hehe Actually when i was little, i saw and shook hands with him before. hehe But it smelled like Cigarettes...hehe He smokes all right! haha

After that, we went to TKC for Ros to change Tudung. Then, we went to send Hidana home. Waited a while for her bus 51 to come. So we joked and laugh a while. After sending her home, we went to the POST OFFICE building to jln2. In the toilet, it was just scary...cannot describe it...haha but it was okay..BUT i LOVED the POST OFFICE building coz it had WAFFLE FACTORY!!!! Next time i wana go and eat the waffle there! haha Yest NO CHANCE coz i was kinda full and i didn't noe what to buy coz there were Many Many flavours! hehe xD

Overall it was a tiring day but it was FUN!

2009-08-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

FINALLY IHP is OVER!!!! yeah! Hols are here! wakaka but i'll be busy busy busy! hehe BUT i wana have fun too! I've been studying back on madrasah's notes...man...so many...haven't finish yet...watch new shows...hehe FUN!!! LOVE VIDEOS! without them...and OF COURSE MUSIC! my life would be B-O-R-I-N-G!!!! LOVE everything now! The grass seems greener, the air smells fresher! wakaka ALL the burden in the world lifted! haha

afro OUT! wana see new movies! haha

2009-07-08T03:05:00.004+08:00

I've been busy

I've been busy with IHP coding.

Coding at esquare with thara and vicki. Training at 5.30pm. Didn't eat from morning until after training. Was damn hungry.

I liked today's training. Taught Olivia Lobbing? Edna, MelLim, MelLow are ppl to remember.For the match, I blocked a lot of goals and directed a lot ppl to take shots! And THEY DID! They were really awesome! Especially Rui Xin's rebound shot! haha It was very well done. Yanty scored a lot with Min Li as assist. Found out that Felica is a student studying nursing. SHOCK! haha (she doesn't look like nurse type) haha jkjk Gave yana the yoghurt. Went to change with rosy.

BUT! BUSTED my left leg, tmr gona have a hard time walking. Lost a lot of blood, because Elaine hit my left hand with her stick, but it was really ok at first! HONESTLY! but after a while, PAIN + BLOOD!!!!! haha NOW, ok alr i tink....hehe The girls are really growing up well! I'M SO PROUD! wakakaka xD

afro needs bandage and crutches!

2009-07-06T04:31:00.010+08:00

GET YOUR DOSE of ADDICTION! BIG BANG & 2NE1 aigoo!
All of them are awesome! WATCH IT!

In Korean: Lollipop - BIG BANG & 2NE1 addictive!

In Japanese: BIG BANG! Gara Gara GO! "NEW SONG!" addictive!

afro OUT ya'll!

2009-06-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted!

I'm currently addicted to this song! Cari Pacar Lagi by ST12!

I can play the song cause the chords are so easy! Love it!

If you have facebook u can go see my teddy bear sizzle singing the song! hehe

here's the link

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1165987754477&ref=mf

We won our frendly against Agape 6-3 yesterday! love tat we won! hehe! but we can do better because the grads scored more than us in the current team. GOGOGO wildcats! we can do it!

I've been chilling for the hols but will do work soon. better get back to it! :D

2009-05-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

I WATCHED these movies today:

1. SPEEDY SCANDAL (Korean)
2. Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium

Love both of 'em.

The sentence of the day:

Your life is like an Occasion. Rise to it.

The End

2009-05-18T15:31:00.002+08:00

I know that i have not been blogging much. This is a stale blog. But i had just finished watching the leap years. Such a touching story. I like the storyline and the little moments here and there. I loved this one phrase. "It is better to have loved then lost rather than not having loved at all." But in my opinion, i would choose to have my cake and eat it too! both! hehe love and be love. never to lose.

I am finding it hard to cope. I am doing my IHP and it sux.I am really counting the days to next sem! I want this shit to end soon. I wish to study and not to do this crap. I tink it's useless. But nonetheless, i can smile today. Because my frend eka tofu chatted with me today! :D miss her~

I find myself lost these days. Thinking far ahead. What is gg to happen after i graduate? i duno what i am gg to do with my life. For me, i tink it would have been best if i was in ECH - early childhood education. Life would have been easier.

I wanted to be a journalist but couldn't get it. I wanted to get Internship programme but i didn't. (darn economic crisis) I wanted so much in life but i didn't get it. But i know that deep down in my heart that ALLAH has given me what i wanted. If i didn't get into IT, i wouldn't have known my good friends Cannie and Thara. I wouldn't have met Teachers who really care, although there are some who are very bias. :D

All in all, what i am trying to say is that, to do and hate, is better than not doing anything at all. :D so i hope that in the future, i can get a job that i like, or even a husband who is caring and not bias. OK, i'm tinking to far ahead.

afro OUT!

2009-05-08T10:05:00.007+08:00

Thai Express

Lunch was gd but it came late. I thought that Ms Lee wasn't coming and i wore green. The CURSED color! We picked up Cannie from the Science Park where she was working at as Mrs Loy drove, and we went to West Coast Plaza to eat at Thai Express.

OK so we went in and everything was great but wen we were waiting for the food to come, the waitress said that Cannie should choose something else coz they weren't gona make the TOM YAM as it was not "UP TO STANDARD"! for the day. But that wasn't the highlight, what i didn't realized was that my order was also TOM YAM based. BUT surprisingly the waitress didn't mention about my order, so i thought it was okay. BUT I WAS WRONG! my food didn't come and i was forced to pick another order as my last order was unavailable. The other waitress who looked like the manager told me that they would make it ASAP...but the food only came when everyone finished their food and Lauren and Ms Lee went back to sch.

I BLAME the CHEF who was not "UP TO STANDARD" with his tom yam and I BLAME the waitress for not telling me sooner and I BLAME the color GREEN for all this curse...man i should have worn RED...

Here are the pics:
My LONGEST wait for this order...

Mrs Loy's order

Ms Lee's order

Thara's order

Lauren's order

2009-04-17T20:04:00.001+08:00

Death

If i die will anyone miss me?

afro is scared

2009-04-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

Been Watch-ing!

My everyday schedule basically is to watch J-drama till late night but of course i do help my mum with the housework.

The J-drama that i have watched so far are:
(those with g is good to me but the rest, i duno if gona like it)

One Pound Gospel (g)
Proposal Daisuken (Operation Love)(g)
Mendol Ikemen Idol(g)
Love Shuffle (g)
Kurosagi
Nobuta Wo Produce
Stand Up!
First Kiss(g)
Strawberry on the ShortCake
Sh15uya
Zeni Geba (g)
Teppan Shojo Akane (g)
Satomi Hakkenden (g) it's set in the olden J-era

I've watched a lot but there's still so much that i want to see. In other words, I am addicted to dramas. Wad to do? ^^

afro is ADDICTED! somebody help...

2009-04-10T15:36:00.007+08:00

I was TAGGED!!! >83

The Rules of the Tagging Game are:

1) Link to the person who tagged you.
2) Post the rules on your blog.
3) Write six random things about yourself.
4) Tag six people at the end of your post and link to them.
5) Let each of the six persons know they’ve been tagged and leave a comment on their blog.
6) Let the tagger know when your entry is up

I've linked ain so done that.
Posted the rules up there ^^

Here are the 6 random things
1. I like hard candies on the stick! Can't get enough of them! Especially the ones that are unique such as lemon shaped! Don't tink DIRTY! haha Here's the P-I-C!

2.Love to play with SWING! I can really go high! No need to ride the VIKING at ESCAPE theme park to feel adrenaline rush! haha :P

3.I like hugs! but..nobody ever wants to hug me hehe :C

4.I love to eat! That's why i'm F-A-T! haha

5.I love to watch all types of dramas! Especially those that are of a different language! Spanish, French, Korean, Japanese, Chinese. Love all of them!

6. The last random thing about me is that I SNORE! haha didn't realize it before but my friend told me when we slept over during camp in secondary school that she couldnt sleep cause i was SNORING loudly the WHOLE night! haha

Hoped you liked the random things about me! 8D

Here are the 6 UNLUCKY/LUCKY people
1.CYCLOMENG!
2.Cannie
3.Sery
4.Cuzzie Yati
5.Cuzzie Lina
6.Dyah

Have FUN! afro OUT!

2009-04-09T22:48:00.004+08:00

Still swinging

Overslept, gave Yan the thumbdrive and went back to get ready to go here.

to get the book 4rm Ramizah.
Ate this for breakfast.

Went Swinging again. Den it was time for training. The END!

afro says, "tml is another day ;D"

2009-04-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

Jogging trip

Woke up @ 7.02am
Subuh
Lie on bed for a while
Went out to for jogging trip with $20 in my pocket
Wasn't so much of jogging, just a lot of walking
Walked to Pioneer MRT station to top-up ez-link ($10)
Walked to Stadium wanted to jog there but couldn't coz there was sum sort of kindergarten sports day event
Used the staircase to exercise
Realized some good places there to take photos of
Walked to Pioneer Mall's Mac Donald for breakfast @ 8.36am
Ate Hot-Cakes! (my fav coz i love the syrup)
Made a heart-shaped origami out of the receipt
Walked to the library but was closed
Went to FairPrice Xtra @ JP
Bought Black Sesame Soya Bean Drink (tasted Awful! Don't wana ever drink it again)
& party cakes holder (for the honey cornflakes i'm gona make!)
Walked to the library
Read on Islamic Finance & Banking
Walked all the way to the Park in my neighbourhood to play on the swing! (it was so fun!)
Bought ice-cream @ the kedai mamak
Went Home & did the same old housework :D

Had a great morning from 7 plus till 12 noon today! Tml i'm gg again! But this time with Mr. CAMERA! Taking photos will be GREAT! (i hope...)

afro had so much fun today! WHAT ABOUT YOU!? wahahawakakakweha ;)

2009-04-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

Train Trip!

Went exploring the railway tracks at sumwhere in Singapore last week and was almost rundown by a train. It was awesome but scary...and tiring. Never walked so far before. Noh captured the picture of the train (pic on the left). We are really the Kids who WTF (went too far).

Anyways, went to polyclinic with mum today. Nothing's wrong. Den went to JE lib. Den went shopping @ JP. Went home. Tml gg for morning jog. Hope i can wake up.

afro out!

2009-03-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Painter of the Wind

I just finished watching the korean drama.

The synopsis of the story is :
Shin Yoon Bok is a talented painter who disguises herself as a boy to search for her father’s murderer and meets a master painter who guided her into being a great painter. Kim Hong Do is the man who teaches Yoon Bok how to paint and they develop a strong friendship of mentor and disciple.

I very much like the song played in episode 2 part 6 at mysoju where courtesan Jeong Hyang played by Moon Chae Won, played the song Dong Chon Nion Lo, Han Jang on the gayageum. I liked it very much. Watch it if you are bored like me. I do not know why but i always like the korean dramas that is of another era. The olden times. Very relaxing the sounds of the music. I hope you enjoy it as much as i do if you watch it.

2009-03-21T15:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday bought a diadora bag to replace my converse bag at queensway. Went with Yan. Then we visted her relative at NUH den we went to bugis to shop. But got this one weird lady outside the mujahidin mosque who asked money from me. Acting like she got asthma attack like that. But her acting was lousy and i just said sorry and left. Seemed ruthless but it was the truth. She was scary. Was very tired from all the window shopping but tml i shall go and buy a dress that i seem to like from arab street. Yes you are hearing me correctly. I liked a dress. OK that is all.

2009-03-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

just finished watching episodes of how i met your mother. Just gotta say that i love Barney's apartment. So stylish. I wish i could life like that. He is funny but u just gotta love his personality. but he does go out with too much women though. But i like him still anyways. I want him and robin to end up together but hey, u never really know how a story ends. If you've seen the show, you know that Ted is a bit of a sissy, well to me of course. But he's not tat bad. He cares.

Okay next up, House. Love that show. Drama to the max but somehow quite real. Like the character of House cause he is cool. He knows stuff but he doesn't know everything. He's not god but he tries to be...but nope he's not. Well he is sarcastic though. Still, gotta like that show. OK enough bout all that. Gotta go. Cya.

2009-03-18T19:45:00.005+08:00

I have absolutely nothing to blog about...except for this.

Have you ever felt like u studied someting a little too late. Like for example, you started to pick guitar lessons after high school and wished afterwards that if you knew how to play the guitar a little bit earlier, you could have become the talk of school! Or that you studied something easier to do on the 2nd year of pre-uni which could have helped you get better grade for a module on your 1st year. Well this happen to me.

I am not popular and i wished i knew things earlier so that it could help me. But guess what this doesn't happen to people. I got a bad grade and in high school i was pretty much the lonely kid behind the class. Everyone could manipulate me. Even the teachers. But tell you one thing, i get my way sometimes when i am in power. Cause i was part-time councillor in school. Not that big a deal cause all councillors in school were pretty much just a political head. Not really in charge anyways.

So i learned to stick with what i know and who i know. I get extra cash on festive days that was pretty much what friends was for, to me. Cause they too didn't care much. But as time got by. I liked to make people laugh. Sometimes they laugh at me, sometimes at my jokes. But i duno maybe deep down some of them resented me cause i made fun of them. And have you ever realised that something that may seem funny to you are not that funny to others. This kinda hurt takes long time to heal for someone. And also have you ever experienced something like this? Like you were walking minding your own business but suddenly you saw someone like, your past enemy but now she doesn't recognize you but you recognize her? this happen to me all the time.

It is an irony when i say that i dun care what people think about me when i am always thinking of what the people around me are thinking when i am in the MRT. I am the kind who always takes personality as an important factor to look out in a friend. If that person has poor personality, it would seem that wen we go out, i would always be bored to tears. But the people around me have great personality so far except for some that i can't obviously mention. Okay i have finish this blog. Woah you really have nothing to do if you finished reading this blog. No offense. haha XD

2009-03-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

i just got back from eating at clementi. I ate nasi ayam and drank teh ais! my fav drink. i ate a lot today. Rojak, ice jelly cocktail, bergedel, nasi ayam, teh ais. with some mixture of mi soto from my mum! hehe I am a fatso liao lah. Gotta watch my diet...hehe

Today got the I&E thing...took so long...haix...went to Darussalam to pray 2 times hehe den got back to buy bag but instead we went to eat at clementi also coz west coast hawker center was closed...duno y... den i bought shoes instead! yeah! at Bata!

I am one happy chick today! Love life! hehe Been addicted to the songs by lenka...hope that one day can do duet with friends! love to get other ppl voices rather than just ur one voice all the time..i dun sing that well btw. hehe partially tone deaf! haha I wana go watch DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION...anyone wana come? haix lonliness has striked again... :p

2009-03-11T03:57:00.002+08:00

afro here. Been fairly sick these few days, starting from last saturday till now. Tml i'm gona rush my work, the madrasah, questionaire, reading up on another madrasah work just so i can enjoy the whole day playing my guitar on a frend's frend's birthday surprise on thurs!

Today even though i was sick, i still went for FB training coz it was recording for the seniors! Thank god i brought my cam. Juian used it to make videos for the graduation session this april. I still duno what to play on the girls graduation session. any song ideas? oh ya! btw i have done a cover on katy perry's i kissed a girl but i changed the lyrics cause i have never kissed a girl before except for my mum.

PS: placed new stickers on my guitar and guitar bag! bought 'em @ pasar mlm! CHEAP!

2009-03-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina Barrage with the B-gang today. Here are the pics:

2009-03-03T12:35:00.004+08:00

afro here!

I went to Chinese Garden with cyclo and cannie the other day and it was enjoyable with many fun moments! But at the end of the day, we were all very tired. The day was hot! Also after that i had to go to the airport to meet sery! Went with Ramizah! She was a great friend to have gone with me! thanx ramizah! Here are the some of the photos!

Went to cyclo's house yesterday to get songs and vid from her. After our hilarious karaoke session which made the sky looked so dark. We decided to record our first song duet! The song Lucky- Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat. But it was just testing out. You can go and comment on it on YouTube if u have an account there. Or you can comment it here after you have watched it. Personally i tink that it was ok but i still think we need to work on it some more plus make it a better video quality.

Tml i will be gg on the trip with the Barbie SOCIETY. Will blog about it soon!

2009-02-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today i went OUT to study at JE Regional Library and guess who i met? Mizah! You STALKER! haha follow me around right!? haha jkjk! She was with her cuz.

So~ i studied ECAD but only halfway and i started yawning...darn it! I'm gona study it all day TML! MUGGING POWER! haha does anyone EVEN noe WHAT mugging MEANS? tell me! why is it call mugging? ok i'm random!

Got many schedules to keep up with! FREEDOM is a luxury for me.

Here's the proposed list of upcoming events for me:

27th Feb - ECAD exam at Blk 53 level 8 seat no: 139

28th Feb - Meeting CANNIE @ Chinese Garden at 10am for PHotoShooting Lesson!
- Sending Sery off to Australia @ CHangi Airport at 6.30 to 7pm!

1st March - Pergas Lesson, Meet the regulars @ interchange at 8 ++ am
(remember to choose topic for assignment and better start doing the other assignment! deadline 15 march!)

2nd March - Seminar on RFID @ SCH!
The Details:
1. Basics of RFID Technology
2. Application Platform
3. Sample RFID Application

Date: 2 Mar 2009
Time: 9.30am
Venue: eGarage

3rd March - GG outing with my Besty Best Frend! Yan! *winks* xD

4th March - I'm free today ONWARDS! Maybe i'll go for a run in the morning? hehe DUNo yet..I'm LAZY! haha 8D
- Catch up on Boy Before Flowers ep 17! It will have come out by this date!
- Also on all the other animes like bleach, d-gray man, toradora

Well~ What do ya think? R my days pack or what!? haha BUT gotta love ur frends! hehe!

afro Loves this SCHEDULE! except for the exams and sch events...ARGH! >_<

2009-02-23T17:43:00.011+08:00

Today was ...bad! X(

I think i am going to get C! for my OOAD2 EXAM! ARGH!!! >8(
but never mind! I don't CARE anymore! Ha Ha Ha
Anyways you must be wondering why is my blog all greenie and pinkie right?
huh!? u haven't even noticed!? *ehem ehem*
Well...let me tell YOU den! Haha! I've just come across these funny CREATURES from Hallmark! hehe
Their names are Hoops(the pink one) & Yoyo (the green one)
I love them! Cause they are so funny!
But i dun like them criticizing those who don't believe in santa...cause apparently i don't BELIEVE in santa....-_- but GO VISIT their website and Have A LAUGH! haha

That's all for today! XD
afro is gg to study for tommorrow's DWA exam. o_O

2009-02-17T10:33:00.009+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

AFRO CAN'T seem to CONCENTRATE on STUDYING for the coming exams...always on deviantart chatting wif UNKNOWN ppl...haha

Anybody got any concentrating pill? haha ok gtg and try to study!

EXAM time-table

OOAD2:
P02
MONDAY 23 FEB
9:00am - 11:00am
Blk 53 LEVEL 8
37

DWA:
P02
TUESDAY 24 FEB
9:00am - 11:00am
Blk 72 03-23
6

ECAD:
P01
FRIDAY 27 FEB
2:00pm - 4:00pm
Blk 53 LEVEL 8
139

2009-02-10T22:46:00.010+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Just 4 you doodles...

play it and pause it to load it first.
Hi doodleslove, just wanted to know what's wrong
but if you feel bad and dun wanna talk about it
i understand but this song's just for you

ok hope you feel better

my names afro afroBarbie
why don't you tell me-he?
what's wrong?
what's troubling you?
What's making you feel so blue?

What's wrong doodleslove?

What's - erasing your love?
for the camera that makes your dreams come true?
Why did you fail at?
What's making you feel so blue?

Just wana cheer you up!
what's 2 X 2?
It's 4 of course!
what's 3 X 2?
It's 6 of course!

What did they do~
to make you feel so blue-hu~

Hope you feel better doodleslove...Don't give up! Jia you!

afroBarbie cares

2009-02-06T00:37:00.013+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Today was the 1st outing i had together with Cannie, Thara and Lauren XD!
I really had fun today guys! Thanx 4 the relief! Although it was a hot day, u guys came and spent the day with me! I got to take a lot of pictures today with my new camera.

Places we went were:
1.HortPark -Take pics of FLOWERS
2.Vivo - ate at LONG JOHN SILVERS
3.TOYS R US - Played with TOYS

I won't be posting any real photos here, all the photos will be on slide show.
Take a look at the following photos and videos and enjoy my gila-ness!
This post was brought to you by the letter "A" which stands for afroBarbie and the number '3' which is the number of places we went today!

Cya next time on afroCentral!

Mr Gribbit!

Baby Steps~

Koi like sharks?

The phantom of HortPark?

2009-01-25T01:03:00.006+08:00

Tangerine, things i bought 4rm JP, what i ate for dinner and the poor dead cat.

The above pic might be disturbing but it's real!

ok let's start with the bad stuff first. I went out shopping today! alone...but it was ok and worth it! i got the exercise! haha OK so i went to 2 libraries, JURONG WEST and then EAST. after i wanted to take the 198 bus form JE, i saw a cat who was lying down. i felt that cats aren't suppose to stay still when they lie down. At least their tail would wag or something but this cat was stiff and still. Den wen i was at the overhead bridge, i saw that the cat was DEAD. a lot of RED ants were al over its body! so the red stuff u see in the pic above are ants. So sad. i duno how it died but it is tragic. it was just beside the overhead bridge on the pathway.

Den i went back to JP. Wanted to get my TIGER biscuits and also my YOGHURT drink! haha tried new flavours! Haha den bought a zock from May's fashion. Den called mum and she said to buy her ice kacang and my bro wanted tau suan. OMG i can't stand tau suan, i tink it looks like mucus...but he wanted it! haha so be it. Den i went home omg i was so sweaty. but it was worth it! i got what i wanted. Btw i am also liking a kind of orange family called tangerine? it is so sweet and the above pic is a tangerine tat is so TINY! haha my thumb may be bigger! haha but it is so nice! No orange is sweeter than this tangerine! haha loving it! XD

I did PM week 16 work, well some of it and i emailed it to cannie. Now i'm watching bleach's movie something about memories? haha loving it. And also i'm into BIG BANG already now..all thanx to ZAZA aka Yoo BIN shi! haha nah she denies it but i wana cal her that coz if you see her with her hair down, she looks really looks like YOO BIN from WONDER GIRLS. OK and also mirah and fatin, the sistas haha they BIG BANG FANATICS! OK so the person in big bang that i am liking now is tae yang. He's cute, good voice and hot body! I noe i shouldn't say this here but he IS HOT! haha

that's all FOLKS! have a happy CNY and cya next wed where i will have the meeting with my IHP SUPERvisor for a briefing at 5pm @ RHYMES center. I gotta put tiz down here just in case i forget. haha afro OUT!

2009-01-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Oh man am i tired from yesterday's work. I had to finalized the I&E video and burn them into 2 cds and give it to ms lee(not GC) just now in the morning. I stayed up until 4am to do refine the vid. I wanted to do the RDD and send it to cannie last nite too, but i was too tired so i did it in the morning wen i came to sch. But i'm not sure if it is ok. I tink i'm gaining a lot of weight nowadays because i keep on eating. Today itself i tink i ate non-stop. Need to plan wad i eat already.

But now my favourite snacks and drink would be Tiger biscuits from CO-OP and Marigold youghurt drink. I just found it out recently that both of the snack and drinks tasted OMG so delicious! Try it!

Oh ya and yesterday was interesting and i was rotcl!(rolling on the chair laughing) haha Because Qi Chang and Thara ended up debating about age and being mature during our ooad meeting. It was so funny! Like watching drama but live! haha But i do feel bad for qi chang because he was outnumbered, 3 girls to 1 guy. haha Qi Chang said that we as girls gets older but don't have the maturity while guys are different such that the older they get, the more mature they get. But i gave him an example, in a chinese drama that i saw, a 40 year old guy cheats on his wife. where is the maturity? haha den we all laugh. But he said that this is the way that guys enjoy! haha So funny! and then the debating went on but we at least did find something to put for our fish bone diagram. Cannie and i was laugh while thara and qc debatted, lauren forum-ed and what was weird that a guy from our ecad lesson who didn't go back was there staring at his lappy laughing. I tink he was either chatting or watching some show. I tink he was weird because he did not mind our craziness! haha

Okep that's bout all i want to say. Have a Happy Chinese New Year to all my fellow chinese friends and don't forget to give me Hong Bao! haha wishful thinking on my part!

afroBarbie signing out!

2009-01-20T21:32:00.001+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

distracted, annoyed, angry, sad and tired is what i am feeling.

2009-01-11T01:08:00.005+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Do not be shocked. This is the real me even my family do not know some of the stuff i written here so if you want to know then read all of it because it is really LONG story. The reason for doing this is that i want to be honest with myself and to the people around me. I have changed but there are sometimes when i am still the old me. Can you differentiate it? I am complicated.

This is a real story. I am so free that i want to jot down my life. I shall refer to myself as afroBarbie in this story. That is a nickname that my childhood friend gave to me. Okay, continuing with my story. As a little girl, i was innocent. Not knowing many things and thus doing what i want or have been told to do. Where to start? i have done so many things in my life that i do not want to tell other people but i end up telling the whole world about my problems.

Truth is i am crazy. I think differently from other people. A hypocrite is what you would call a person like me. I do not realize that i was crazy but when i think about what ever i did back when i was young, i now realize that i am truly a crazy person. People around me has always thought that i was a good girl who studied hard and did her best in everything that she did but there are stuff that i hide from my family and friends. That secret is that i am crazy and a liar. Nobody thought that about me but i am really a very bad person.

I was pretty cute at a young age, everybody around me liked me and you could even say that i could have gotten away Scott free with murder even if i wanted too. But things changed as i grew older. I realized that i liked to be around girls better than around boys. Although i liked boys i feel, how do i describe this feeling? Safer? More comfortable around girls than guys.Even i find it strange. I thought it was just a phase that everyone went through but i am different. Not in a good way. My physical also started to change as i grew older. I had straight hair when i was young but now i have big pom pom hair (afro). Although i say that i do not mind the hair to my family, in my heart i kind of hated my hair. This is because it was the root of my problems and self esteem. My hair made my life difficult.

When i was in primary school, my classmates often teased me because of my hair. They would call me afro. Although you would think that it is not a problem, it was for me. I hated people calling me names. In secondary school even my art teacher whom i had always respected made me feel so small that i cried. I cannot remember what made her pull my hair but it made me really angry that i even scolded her and told that this is not how a teacher would do to her student and i hated her for it. I told my seniors who were her students and they also shared the same view as me and although she apologized to me later on, i felt that she was not trust able anymore. I think she explained the incident as she was joking but to me it was not funny at all. You agree don't you? If someone were to pull your hair just because it was big and frizzy and said that it was a joke, would you laugh?? no right? she was a clueless teacher. Just put it at that.

Although i had many friends, none of them were true friends. They were all hypocrites to me. I would talk to them and smile but the truth is, i hated them. I had a best friend when i was in primary school, well at least i thought she was my best friend. But because of my appearance, not many people want to regard me as their friend. So when a new transfer student came, she immediately said that she was her best friend. I was hurt, deeply. So from that moment on i could trust no one.I kept to myself most of the time. But there is one friend that i trusted when i was young, and she is Nurul Ain. Although i did not know her for long, i felt that only she was the only one in the bloody school who was worthy of being my friend. There was this incident that i had forgotten to bring my textbook to school. I cried because i was afraid that i was going to get scolded. However, she comforted me and told me to tell the truth to the teacher. She even accompanied me to tell the teacher and even though i got a scolding but the teacher forgave me and i felt good. Ever since that day, we officially became friends.

We would go to recess together. Eat together. And be there for each other. But i noticed that she was different from other kids. She was sick. I did not know it at first because she never told me but i noticed that she would not eat much during recess and she was careful in choosing the food that she eats. I wanted her to be my friend forever but she left me. She passed away. I was shocked when our form teacher told us that she had passed away. She was a good person and i remember her even now.She was my only true friend.

From then on, i had other friends whom i only made use of. Like ask them to teach me or let me copy their homework. I turned into a violent kid when i was in primary school, before i became a prefect. I beat up a kid who made me angry during Physical Education (P.E,) lesson. Got my shirt dirty, came late for class but the teacher did not ask me why. So i got off Scott free. I beat up a kid after school because she hated me and did not want to become my friend because of my hair. I beat up my brother's friend because he hit me with a soccer ball and did not want to say sorry. There were many bad things that i did as a child. I even stole money from my own father for my stupid uncle. I hate my uncle now because when i think back to what happened, i realized that i was made use of. He befriended me. I was very friendly to him and kind of liked him when i was in primary school. He told me that he needed money and so when i did not have the money, i stole it from my father. That is when i really went bad. In the middle of the night when all of my family members were asleep, i took the money out from my father's bag and gave it to him the next day. When i think back of that incident i feel that i am actually very stupid for letting him make use of me. But actually i was the bad one. I lied to even my uncle and said that i got the money from selling my digimon cards at school.

Therefore i am saying that i am a hypocrite and a liar. I may seem to be good in the eyes of people who may not know my real self but to me, i am a very bad person. I sometimes wished that i could go back in time and stop myself from doing this stupid mistake to my father and the people around me but it is too late and what has been done cannot be changed. Therefore now i have become crazy to pay for my sins. Although i am in disguise of a good and normal person, i am actually really crazy, I did well in my studies in primary school and so i went on to go to a secondary school. The same secondary school as my brother and so he was angry with me for following in his footsteps. Although i do not admit it in front of my brother, i am actually really envious of him. He gets praises from my parents more than me now. Although it was not like this back when we were kids. He is always the trouble maker. Always getting into trouble. He was the 100% bad boy. But he is better than me. Although he did bad things, he would never do anything to hurt anyone else. He is a good brother actually. I looked up to him although last time we always fought.

He is the captain of the hockey club in our secondary school and my father is proud of that. He really is suited for that position in my eyes as he is the type of guy who is serious in sports. Although his studies is not that good, he still made it into a polytechnic. He is now doing his attachment and is turning into a man. He is more respnsible now. This makes me feel proud to have him as a brother. Unlike me who is superficial. In my secondary school years, i did many wrong things to my juniors. This side of me is what i hated most. This is when i turned into a crazy person and from then on i am not myself anymore. One of my senior wanted to disown us as her friends because she had an illness that is very difficult to cure. She may even die from it and told us that she had very little time left. We were shocked and although we wanted to talk to her she avoided us in any way possible. I even remembered that it was raining that day and i went to chase her and even got drenched in the rain but she took a lift in the apartment beside our school and i lost her. So i wrote a letter to her stating that i would never let her disown us and that we would like her to know that we want to be her friends even if she was dying. I asked her more about her illness too. At first there was no news from her but one day i received a letter from her. She said thank you for still wanting to be her friend and told me more about her illness. So after that, we were friends again. But the weird thing was that she was in the same class as my brother.

Everything was back to normal again. But then i had a very crazy idea. I lied to many the people around me that i was sick. I never told them all at once. I lied to them one by one. A senior in my brother's class who was the president of the student council that i was in. My juniors and the senior who was sick. My classmates and social studies teacher. I lied to them. I even pretended to be sick a lot of times. I often talked to the president that i was so sick that i could not even tell my parents, she told me to go to the doctor but i said no because i could not let my parents find out. She believed me. I told the juniors the same thing. But to my classmates and teacher, i pretended to be sick in class and showing that my jaw hurts until it was hard to talk. My social studies teacher was actually my brother's form teacher. So it was hard to deceive her. So when she offered to take me to see a doctor, i refused and hide myself from her. To tell you the truth, the reason that i did all that was to make my life more interesting and dangerous. I was very bored and so i played with their hearts and feelings. To see if i mean anything to them. And i did mean quite a lot to them. They cared for me and so finally i could not take it anymore and i told my juniors the truth. And they did not care for me any longer. Although after a year, they finally talked to me and said that they had forgiven me, i still feel guilty for playing with their feelings. So even until now i am very sorry and guilty for it. I should not have lied to them.

That is why i say that i am crazy and there is definitely something wrong with me. Even i do not know the real me. The truth is that i liked, no i loved this one particular junior. She was cute and so i was attracted to her. Remember, i said that i was more attracted to girls than to guys. Does this mean that i am a lesbian? I also have no answer to this question.But the meaning of lesbian is having intimate and even sexual relationship with girls right? but i NEVER have had anything like that before so i think what i had gone through is just an infatuation? Although i like girls, at times i still have feelings towards GUYS! however, is it just a front to prevent my friends around me from saying that i am a lesbian? My appearance was still the same as when i was in primary school. I was still an afro. People around me tell me that i should go and reborn my hair but i refused and said that i wanted to be true to myself and this was real. It was my trademark. I really hated an admin worker in my secondary school. When i told her why i did not want to reborn my hair, she said that i will never get far in life if my hair was like that. She even laughed at me. I really wanted to punch her right there and then but i was no longer that violent girl in primary school so i restrain myself and i also did not want to get into trouble. So i just accepted the title of being an afro as I am an abnormal, crazy, hypocrite and a liar so adding afro to it is nothing compared to all the bad things i did. I was attracted to many girl-friends around me. I always dream of them in my dreams. The first person whom i dreamt about was the ill senior, then it was the senior who was the president of the student council then it was my junior and so on. It was endless. If they were too kind to me, i would like them.

I know that i should NOT be like this but my heart and mind cannot change me. I tried so hard to change but even now in polytechnic, i fell in "love?" with a girl. She is a very kind girl. Although she was angry with me a couple of times for waking her up when she was sleeping and resting in the prayer room, she still make my heart flutter but as there are many other girls that i like, i do not like her that much now. And this is the same for all the other girls in my weird past. I always say that lesbian's are disgusting and always talking bad about them, but i think that i may be one. However, now i am deciding that i am not suppose to like girls and that i am suppose to think more about guys. So i am changing my perspective. Going to the right way? But there are still times when i want to be hugged or hug a girl. I even dreamt of becoming a guy in my dreams and hugging a girl in that dreams. The girl was pretty and she was my fiancee. I am really weird isn't it?

I also am part of a cca in my school and there are many boys and girls that i like there. I told a senior there a lie too. The same lie that i told my juniors. I tried so hard to not be that way again but i feel that telling lies are in my nature. I hated myself for it. I even bought fake blood to want to show that i have a serious illness. Last time, i realized that cherries have the same colour as blood but if it is mixed with water, it does not look convincing. I had also tried this method of chewing cherries and spitting them into the sink to see the reactions of my juniors but it did not work. All my acting, not one of them was successful so i told myself i could never become an actress. But not all of my lies were lies. Even though i told them a lie about me being very ill. I was quite ill at times. This was because i was a passive smoker. In my house last time, my grandfather and uncle used to smoke a lot. I was always around the smoke. So i got sick at times. There were times when i was out of breath during P.E. lessons. During classes my heart ached, it felt as though someone was stabbing me. At times when i wanted to sleep, but i could not do so because i was having chest pains. I even coughed out some weird stuff from my throat and sometimes even my own blood. All that was real. So some of the lie that i told them was true. I often cried a lot at night, feeling guilty about my lies and that they would come true. Also feeling scared that i might really die from it. But now, my grandfather had passed away and my uncle stopped smoking so i am alright now.

Now you know why i hate myself. Although i am very particular about friends, there is one friend from my childhood that i am now best friends with. She is funny at times and is very interesting to have as a friend and when i am with her, i feel free and we do crazy stuff together. I see myself in her sometimes. But she is the better version of me. She is not bad like me. I am the bad one. I cannot remember when was the time that we became best friends but i think that no one else can be my best friend except for her. All the rest of my friends are just fair-weathered friends. I learnt this in my literature class in secondary school.

Let me tell you more about myself. afroBarbie is a girl. She likes to make people think that she is cool so that she will have friends. Acting crazy and random is her specialty. She loves art and music. Art is in the form of pictures, drawings, cos playing and many more. She loves to play the guitar even when she knows that she can never ever master it and does not take learning it seriously. She likes almost all types of musical instruments, from the recorder in primary school music lessons to the guitar that she likes to play now. She is easily amused but hates people who do not want to befriend her. She likes to sing and dance. Always singing, be it in the bathroom or on the road. Afraid of ghosts as her brother told her ghost story when they were young and even scared her when she was not looking. Afraid of cockroaches as they "molested" her when she was in the kitchen. Flew out of no where and went into her shirt.

She have little real friends. Her better self also know as her twin, Naz a friend who share the passion of gaming and art and Eka tofu a friend who migrated to Australia. These are her only real friends. She likes girls more than guys but is changing and taking it one step at a time. Likes to make people laugh but hides the truth about her past from everyone. No one really knows who she is as she is very secretive and does not want to be too close to anyone except for her three real friends that she like to hang out with. She dislike responsibilities, homework, nosey parkers and most of all people who are just freaking irritating and those who do not like her. She has no fashion sense and can be very lazy at times. She is very talkative and loves her female teachers and any interesting teachers. She is a follower and only pretends to be a leader. She became the president for the library council, was a prefect and student councilor but she is not a leader. Has no sense of direction and needs her twin as a tour guide for her. However, she has a photogenic memory. Show her the way to a place once and she can go there again following the same route and not getting lost. Her appearance changes from time to time. Short hair to long hair. Straight hair to afro hair. No make-up to just wearing eyeliner. Normal to crazy. Finally, from healthy to sick. Yes, that's right. I am sick but nobody knows and this is just a secret between me and god and no one else. Not even my family.

Talking about family. I sometimes hate my family. I finally understand it that there is no one in this world that you can trust fully. This is because even your own family members can betray you. There was this one time when i was little that i became a scapegoat for my brother. We as a whole family went to KL with my cousin's family. My brother wanted to bring back a big packet of chewing gum. I told my parents that it was impossible and that we could get caught but they did not heed my advice. They even told me that if the packet was placed into my bag and i was the only one caught, it would be better than having my brother getting caught. My father said that my brother is important because he had to serve the country later on in his life and there should never be a black mark in his life. But i said that we should at least separated the chewing gums but they said that it was better to put it in my bag. As i was little and naive, i did as i was told and in the end it was i who suffered. Thank god, my uncle who held one to another big packet of chewing gum got caught also and the officer who caught us was his friend. The officer let us off and gave back the gums to us. Although i dislike this uncle of mine as he was a nosey parker, i am still thankful to him for saving me. We had to write our names in a big book full names of other people whom i think had done a crime too. I cried a lot that night and my trust of my family was totally lost. So even now i do not trust anyone. So i know the feeling of being betrayed. It is probably the worse feeling of all.

That is not all to my life. I quit from my cca and left them to fend for themselves. I saw that they had the drive to succeed after i left. After I went back in and their drive was gone. Am i a jinx too? I think it is because i left them to fend for themselves and they thought that i had betrayed them and so they are not quite themselves when i am around. If you see our photos, i am not in most of them as i know that i do not deserve to be there in those pictures. I really want them to excel but it seems that they are better off when i am not in the cca. Are they taking me for granted? If i am there, do they feel safer and thus playing lousily? I do not understand. Maybe i should not have returned. I think me returning has affected their performance.

Last time when i was in the cca i got hurt a lot. The skin on my knees peeled off, my body bruised, my hand bleed and even my head got hurt. But it was fun. I got hurt physically lots of times, even when it was not because of my cca. However, the worst was when a penknife got stuck to my left thumb. I was trying to cut an external hard disk packet that i had just bought but, the penknife went through the hard plastic and into my thumb. It was a shock. I was scared so i pulled out the penknife. Then there was lots of blood that came out from the wound. I went to the bathroom and put my thumb under running tap water. But there was no end to the bleeding. So i called for my brother and he helped me to bandage my wound. After a while the bleeding did stop. I saw the wound and it was deep as i could clearly see my flesh. It was a scary incident and i am still scared of holding a penknife. The scar is still there but at least i can still use the thumb.

Is it getting interesting or boring? I think my life is not normal and is like the tide. Sometimes high and sometimes low. There was a time when i was little that me and my cousin from my mother's side played together. We played pretend and pretended that she was pregnant and that she was in labour and i was the doctor who took out a pillow for underneath her shirt. It was fun but she was too close to me. I was really irritated with her as time goes by. It was because i did not want her to become like me. Liking girls more than guys. She was still young and so i never really entertained her when she came to our house. But i still care for her as a little sister. It is awkward to have her around nowadays. She still wants to get close but i avoid her. She is becoming a lady now and even have lots of boys who like her i think? Good for her. To be really honest. I have never been in a relationship with a guy before. Although i had my first crush on a guy who is very much a man to me when i was in primary school. He had the looks, his personality was good, not a bad boy, he was very smart and was very sporty. His body was good as he had muscles. I knew him through night classes which was held in school. It was part of an enrichment program. He had a friend who was quite small but he was also very nice. We played digivice together and i always won. I wanted to know more about my crush but i never dared to tell him that i liked him. It was totally impossible. So i only looked at him from a far.

There is no man so far for me but i know friends who failed before in relationships and i do not want to become like them. Wanting to die just because a guy dumped her. I think it is not good to be in a relationship just for the looks. It will never last. I like to watch many foreign films. Not only English movies and dramas but also Korean, Japanese, French, Spain related ones. I have learnt that relationships should be more that just the looks. It is the trust and responsibility for your actions. Also if that person is not meant to be with you, even if you pay him to be with you, it will never last.

So now that you know most about my life, would YOU like to be my friends? No right? That is a wise choice. But if you would like to give me a second chance then it would be nice. I am a loner. Always have and always will but i feel good to be alone sometimes.

afroBarbie is finally being honest with herself and going towards the right way meaning she is liking guys. But knows that she will lose friends who are true to her because of not trusting them. So sorry everyone for being a liar and a hypocrite. >_<

2009-01-08T00:22:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

A song i just created:

As a little girl
I was lonely
As i grew older
I became afroBarbie

Although i'm still lonely
But i'm extraordinary
But definitely not crazy
Or a star like Jay-Z

So let me ask you this...

Why do you wish upon a star,
When that star does nothing?
Why do waste your money
on a fountain that does not work?

Don't waste your time,
Don't believe in superstitions
Just give me sign
that you are still fine

Our Destiny
is in our hands
Don't wish upon a star
or a wishing well my friend

So trust in me
As i trust you
And Remember
Dreams Can Come TRUE!

2009-01-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

I've said this to myself for a long time already. Who am i really? But i still do not have the answer to this question. Am i a hypocrite? i think that i am. Deep in my black heart, i am an evil person isn't it? I may smile and laugh with you but what makes you so sure that i am a good person? Nobody can really answer this question? People may like me if they hang out with me but do they really know my feelings towards them? My hate, my likes are a secret even to me because feelings change with time.

But I feel that i am a hypocrite because the things that i said i would do or are truth, i would not do it or it would all be a lie. So when you are hanging out with me next time, watch out for my hypocriteness because even i cannot stop myself from being a hypocrite, it seems to be in my nature to do so.

But not all of me is bad. I do find somethings fun to do when i am with friends. I like to make them laugh. But sometimes i find it hard to communicate with people. You would think that a joker like me always be on the happy side of life just like jim carrey. So sorry but that is not the reality. In reality, I feel insecure. About my past, present and my future. People may think that this is true for everybody but i have seen it in me that i have done many wrong things in the past that if people knew, they would not want to even know me.

Also the present me is changing but sometimes i do falter and make mistakes but i am changing. For better or for worse, only future will tell and in this case my future is a blank. Blank as the unused paper after an examination. Kills me to say it now that even i would not want a worker like me working in my company if i had one.

So far in my life, all i have ever thought about was how to have fun and do all the things that a child would do for their parents, teachers and all that. But i have never thought fully about what i wanted to do in life. Be an IT savvy person is not easy. Nothing is easy anyways. I've always wanted to just be a person whom someone can look up to. So i wanted to have many jobs just like my father last time. I wanted to be a doctor, teacher, nurse and all those normal stuff. But the one that i had always wanted to do, i could not do it and so it frustrates me for not being able to go and do what i would like to achieve and in the end reality hits me hard.

I want to be a lot like my father who is patient with this child of his that is crazy at all times but not in front of him of course. I want to be a journalist. For the world news. I envy him to get a job that pays well after having to go through so much though times. I envy him for being able to go into a uni in malaysia and being so brave as to strive for excellence there alone, without any family members together with him, taking care of him at that time.

For me this reality of going to a uni is like a dream that can never be fulfilled. My grades are the proof that i am not what i want to be. But my parents accept it. But i don't. They send me to poly for me to get a diploma and to proceed on in the working life or further studies but in my heart, i do not think that i will be able to fulfill those wishes. This makes me feel awful. So sometimes it does makes me think, was raising this daughter of theirs a waste? is this what they will think of me? Because i have never accomplish anything outstanding before. All the things i have achieved in my life were either through rough studying, copying homework, relying on others. I am nothing special in my eyes so what will people see in me that i don't see in myself?

For example, people can smile a lot when they meet someone for the first time and for the other meetings too, they will smile. But for me, my smile does depend. That is why i say that i am a hypocrite. But sometimes i really do mean to smile. So the next time you see me smile, think...whether or not it is really sincere.

afro is revealing the truth about feelings that have never been told.

2009-01-01T21:31:00.001+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self
The lyrics to the song

Hae ga jeo mul myeon bami chaja o deud
Nae sa rang eo gim eobshi chaja o jyo
Geoleum bo da deo bba leun nae ma eumi
O neul do geu dae e ge ga jyo

Ul da ud da ul da
hon ja keu li da ga
Bulgeun ipe sae gin
nun mul lo keu dae leul ji u jyo

Geu dae eol guleul ba la bol ddae e neun
Na do mol lae geu dael dda la ddo ud da ga
Ga jil su eobd neun ggumin geol al gi e
Du nune nun muli go i jyo

In yeoni a nin deud beo li go beo lyeo do
Ga seume deo gipi sae gyeo ji ne yo

Jo geum man beo lyeo do deo manhi ssah yeo seo
Ja ggu geu dae ijeul su eobt neun de

Ul da ud da ul da
hon ja keu li da ga

Deod deobd neun nae in saeng
da ha neun nal na pyeonhae jil gga yo
Eo eol lug jyeo beo lin nae salme geu dae lan sa lam
Da eum saeng e ga jil gge yo

Geu dae eol guleul pa la bol ddae e neun
Na do mol lae geu dael dda la ddo ud da ga
Ga jil su eobd neun ggumin geol al gi e
Du nune nun muli heu leu jyo

The sun sets, night arrives
My love is only untimely
My heart beats quicker than my footsteps
Today, too, i follow you

crying, laughing, crying
one person's lonely thoughts
Using tears
To wipe away your face reflected on the red petals

Gazing dumbly at your visage
I unknowingly smile with you
I know this is an unattainable dream
And so, my eyes fill with tears

It is not only fate, to give up again and again
Although my heart remembers each parting deeply

A moments giving up turns into heavy burdens
i can never forget you

crying, laughing, crying
one person's lonely thoughts
My unsettled life,
let me be peaceful one day
You, who appear in my sporadic life
I will make you mine in the next life

Gazing dumbly at your face
I unknowingly smile with you
I know this is an unattainable dream
And so, my eyes fill with tears

2008-12-29T05:09:00.006+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

afro went to GEYLANG the other day and guess what i found!? Barbie UNDIES! haha nice! Not perverted or anything just thought that it was interesting! haha

Went with my aunts and mum. It was interesting! Bought lotion, shinny slippers and a lot of other stuff! I was happy cause my mum did the paying! Wen i start working i will surely make sure i pay for her stuff just like she did for me :D thanx mum muuax! hehe mushy X2 Also we went to eat at Arnolds @ city plaza! You have to go there to eat the chicken! hehe nice! haha A lot of people came just to eat it so we had to wait...but it was worth it! hehe Next time i gg shopping i'll go to GEYLANG!

OKEP!Next Stop~ SCHOOL! OOAD2 Meeting for assignment! but cannie i haven't been doing my work lately you know sorry gomen...I will do it soon..b4 gg to sch if it is not ok with you, just get mad at me...

afro gg to PRAY~ Ja Neh!

2008-12-25T08:53:00.007+08:00

afroBarbie is happy!

Yes-terday was a fun day! I got to watch Yes Man! It was hilarious! First time watching movie at eng wah.

Went together with twin and it was fantastic! Althought we came in late and got drenched in rain, the movie made up for it! But it was fun playing in the rain! haha Haven't done it in ages!

I'm giving the yes man movie 4/5 popcorn as there were some lags in the show but other than that we were all laughing non-stop throughout the movie! It is a must watch! There are so many funny moments in the show that i cannot even describe it os you have to go watch it to find out!

Anyways, i love these mac donalds commercial in japan! So in fashion! I love both of them!

female version

male version

Also this pantene commercial is extraordinary! Watch it!

Ja neh! afro is going to make breakfast now!

2008-12-22T12:58:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self
Love this song!

Gurindam Jiwa

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan

Anak cina pasang lukah
Lukah dipasang di tanjung jati
Di dalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

Batang selasih permainan budak
Daun selasih dimakan kuda
Becerai kasih talak tiada
Seribu tahun kembali juga

Burung merpati terbang seribu
Hinggap seekor di tengah laman
Hendak mati dihujung kuku
Hendak berkubur di tapak tangan

Kalau tuan mudek kehulu
Carikan saya bunga kemboja
Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu syurga

2008-12-16T13:17:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

I'm back from stupid KL. Didn't get to buy anything there. so boring.. it was definitely a boring trip. If it weren't for my uncle's award giving ceremony, i would not have gone to KL. I was separated from my parents who took the van while me and my aunt took the bus with obnoxious people. Talking about their achievements so much that it almost wana make me puke.. Giving motivational speeches all along the way. I hate it! Jus SHUD the He** UP can or not!!?? I wanted so much to shout those words to them. But i just kept quiet. There was some conflict and tension at beginning of the trip that made the whole trip to me feels so sour..I hated one uncle for wad he said.Everytime i go to KL there would be somethings that will turn out bad. So now i tink my allergy is KL. NO more KL for me. JB? next time anybody wants to go to JB take me with you. (-__-)

The award giving ceremony was held at Sunway convention center. It was sadly disappointing to me. The food served was according to the chinese dishes. Dun get me wrong, it's not that i am racist or wad but chinese food is just not to my taste. but at least i get to try out the scallop and sharkfin soup which was tasty but i still tink that overall the food served was not to my taste.

Also omg, the mid valley shopping center is not an affordable place to shop. a hoodie i wanted to get was selling at hundred over ringgit. I was like go 2 He**! So i did not buy anything for myself let alone buy souvenirs for my frends...Man wad a bummer. I would rather shop at masjid india than mid valley shopping center which was so big and kinda useless to me.

But at least i get to take pictures but it was not much. Here there are:

2008-12-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Today was not good . I do not think i can get good marks for all of my CT coz i did not do my best. But nevermind, i will make up for it with the assignments but fo rnow i am just thankful that CT is OVER. I hate tests coz they make me feel my own lack of competence. If it goes as planned, i will be leaving for KL tml morning.

FMI, i went to JP today with Midah. JP changed a lot. Now there are more shops for you to lose your money with. But i am just not attracted to some of the shops as i dun have the mullah so i still prefer places like queensway. That's all for 2nite.

afro is just a follower, not a leader, if you want me to be one, dun waste your time.
Love corinne bailey rae's song, coz there's the word afro in it. listen carefully and you will hear it.

2008-12-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

Yesterday's test was PM and i tink i gona flunk it coz my 4 marks answer is longer than my 8 marks answer. Today was DWA and i tink i aso did badly. So i tink this time there will be no As for me. I tink most of it will be C or D. because seriously to tell the truth i dun study.

So best of luck to me for tml OOAD2.

afro is currently facing people management failure. low morale.

2008-12-09T19:27:00.004+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self

I had ECAD common test today i thought that i did ok but i dun tink i can get A this time around...for any of my subjects coz i just tink that i am not as focused on the task at hand as i used to be. I tend to stray away from reality sometimes thinking of other unimportant things while the important ones are being negelected. i am always feeling this way around test or exam duration. I feel insecure. I tink it is because i just feel that i am not good enough to be called an ICT student. I dun take things seriously. Fooling around.

But i try my best to pay attention, to study but i still think that i am just fooling myself if i say that i am an IT student. Talking about java, Facebook, ajax and wad not. If it weren't for cannie, i don't think i would know all that. I am just a hypocrite towards technology. I don't know any thing about technology. Talking about server and web design, ado.net, the different brands of laptops from stupid acer to IBM, lenovo, compact, hp and many more. I am not a good programmer even. if you ask me to write a method now, i'll tell you to get lost.

Frankly i tink Ms Lee is right not to choose me for web 2.0 as i don't think that i am ready to face programming and doing it in pairs...omg...more worse. I've seen my classmates who are not that good in programming improve from time to time but for me i tink i am just faking it. frankly i tink people can see through me if i talk to them about IT stuff but i am truly interested to know more about PHP just because my friends in BIT at republic are studying in it. Should i have known that i will be this way in IT at ngee ann i would have gone to another course. Haix. Give me a break. I dun tink i am cut out to be an IT person.

Even the IP people rejected me. NO IP for me...Haix...I really wanted it but i didn't get it. Haix it is not always fair in life so they say and now i am definitely feeling it. Talking about this here makes me feel a lot better. Time to study for PM i tink after i play some music. Tml is gona be a killer!

afro Barbie is a hypocrite.

2008-11-28T22:37:00.004+08:00

afroBarbie is my other self!

OMG it's been quite long since i did anything to this blog. haha i tink. just thinking of updating it. coz today was a long day. had i & e...omg so long...haha did the work with my team 4rm 9.30am to 6pm. and still haven't finish a lot of things haha still need to do editing again.

ya and i got injured yesterday during cca. it was scary! my knee skin peeled off...coz i didn't wear knee pads...haha coz the ones we had becoz it keep on slipping. haha now i noe how doreen felt...haha so painful. i was even scared to bath this morning but had too mah and i was like aw aw aw! haha but i didn't scream lah haha. den even when walking pain. omg den i had to go up the stairs at the lib juz now...omg it was toture! haha but i'm ok now but i tink it will take time to heal..should i go for training next tues?? haha

i seriously need to get some knee pads...
afro is in pain but i noe others are in pain too..bruises everywhere from falling down and getting hit by sticks and shots from the floor ball. xing ku ni le! is tis how u spell it? haha take care everybody! and yanty! go see dokter! or not i will force u go see dokter with me! haha i'm serious not joking hor!

2008-11-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

Been so long since i entertain this blog, but just wanted to release some tension.

It's been really suay for me these couple of days. My laptop's gone to the Acer Hospital and i had fallen down the stairs and almost gone to the real hospital myself. It was not tat serious but i landed on my backbone. So it is hurting much these days.

Assignments are really scary coz i tink i am becoming blurer and blurer. Is that even a word. Also this morning i left for sch and wen i reached the interchanged, my 154 bus gone liao. So i had to take the mrt. But as if that wasn't enough, wen i was in the mrt, it was like so cramped already but there was this one nyonya who was like rammed into the mrt. I was like WAD! As if her ramming wasn't enough she even stepped on my foot wen she was coming in. I was so sure she felt it lor. I even shouted a bit i pain! I AM 100% sure she knew that she had stepped on my leg. Accidentally or not, is not the real problem, but the cheek of her not saying SORRY is BAD enough. People nowadays don't even know basic courtesy. HUMPH!

How i wished i could have BANGED her HEAD to the wall! But i dun wan to get jailed juz for smashing her head to the door of the mrt. So i tahan. In pain and in anger i lay still in the mrt waiting to alight at Clementi. OMG only god knows how i much i wanted to get back at her! I was so ANGRY at her. But wad to do? Wen she is so dumb and so impolite! Haiyo auntie! U are an embarrassment to Singporeans if u are one.

afro is suayed & ANGERED again.

2008-11-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

Yesterday i found out something incredible, i was waiting 4 the bus after training at the bus stop and i saw this 2 ants, helping each other carrying a piece of dried grass. I thought to myself, r they crazy? They might get squashed by the ppl who are trying to catch the bus. I was praying for them that as long they were in my sight they shouldn't get squashed...and they didn't. The possibility of the ants being squashed was high because there was so many ppl walking at the bus stop but they didn't get squashed and died.

Imagine...Allah S.W.T takes care of the littlest creatures like the ants. I couldn't begin to imagine what would happen if Allah just left us to take care of ourselves and didn't care about his creations? We would all have died. This is why Allah is said to be watching us 24/7. So that we are always protected and we have to ask protection from him in the form of prayer. This is what i had learn just from looking at ants.

afro is grateful.

2008-10-31T04:09:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

Back on the 1st day of FB training. It was fun but i had a splitting headache after the training. I duno y...maybe the mask was too tight? Also i seriously felt like vomitting wen i was on the bus on the way home, on top of the headache. But the weird thing was wen i got home, i saw that i had a black bruise on my right knee..didn't even noe i had a bruise like tat..i tink it was because of the loose knee guard. but no worries, maybe i'll be getting new knee guards soon..Buy my own hehe X3 but i duno where to buy..liyu bought hers at queensway..so maybe head there to find...

Saw twin in toilet at grandstand. Haha Coolness! long time no see her. Talked a bit but had to leave and train. Also a junior tried out to be a keeper and omg :D she is GOOD! haha but mut polish her up to maximize her potential XD

afro OUT XD

2008-10-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

I'll give u my dirty little secret, What was i thinking? Who am i trying to fool?
I have no life...upset about mistakes and misunderstandings, trying to act cool as if FB didn't mattered...but IN THE END...i regretted...not having the nervousness in a game, the thrill to stop a shot, the people who give hope...the pain and the exercise...i seriously need, the friends i use to hang with...what's wrong with me?? *sighs* Missing everything about FB...trust me wen i say that i have been suffering too..if u were suffering...I can't deny that FB was my life, but i am going to change the was to IS. I can't deny that FB IS my life.

First of all, i wana say sorry to the wildcats as i tink it was a big blow to you guys that i left the team. But you guys improved a lot...and now i'm back but not better...i need to get back on my game and a promise to you guys tat I WILL NOT LEAVE FB until I graduate... This is my promise..Thank you for giving me another chance and i won't waste it...

Sincerely, afro

2008-10-16T01:01:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

I dun remember much about sch today coz i'm writing this at 1am. But i had a great lunch with the girls and joel at the alumni clubhouse! So good! I ate FISH AND CHIPS! It was my dream to eat fish and chips and now it has been fulfilled! haha but i was a bit harassed by my frend's frend who suddenly touched my hands and intro herself to me...when i dun even noe her...haha it was so funny...and weird..haha

But after lunch was terrible...i hated PM lesson. My lecturer misunderstood wad i was trying to present and omg he was SOOOO IRRITATING! Even cannie hated the way he keeps on commenting everytime after we speak...i hated it! Really shiruh!
BUt i really liked DWA becoz it was Mr willey who was teaching us! I have always liked his lessons and the way he teach! He is the only lecturer in tis semester that i tink i can trust to be able to teach me properly.

Also wen i was in the bus, a guy sat next to me. He was sleepy i tink but omg, it was totally irritating also...he was always siding his body to my side....i hated it so i placed my right hand on my left arm and wen he was going to my side, my finger would POKE him! haha and he did say sorry and thank god there was other seats after a couple more stops, so he sat at other seats.

Too many irritating things happen today.
afro is TIRED...and IRRITATED

2008-10-13T09:42:00.003+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

In sch right now....having Ecad lesson...but not actually having any lessons at all for today because the real lesson stars on thurs....pretty boring for 1st day in sch.

But yesterday was AWESOME! I had a great time yesterday! It's the 13th day of OCt and i am still celebrating hari raya~! wakakaka I went to my religious sch teacher's houses 4 hari ray yesterday. OMG it was far coz i lived in west area and had to go all the way to tampines...but thank god they lived almost close to each other...

The people who went were me, ros, ramizah, tasha, atifah, multazimah, hidana, hidayah and atikah. At 1st we went to masjid darul ghufran to pray den we met up wif the rest to go to uztazah sukarti's house, den went to uztazah majidah's house, den to uztazah ros house and finally to uztaz hasrudi's house which was at the west.

Yesterday was fun up until the time that i lost my $10 for top up...haix i duno how it can get lost when i clearly remember that i placed it in my bag...haix Den after we went to uztaz hasrudi's house, we wanted to go home but while waiting for the lift, the dog in his neighbour's house barked loudly...which made most of my frends scared..as it was already around 10 30 pm or so...haha so they were like "OMG OMG lift faster come! I scared!" i was finding it funny! But the wierd thing was the numbers of the floors shown on the lift were going up and down when it was suppose to be coming down...hmmm i was thinking that maybe there was a ghost so that was why the dog was barking away...but maybe i was wrong...who knows??

But another funny incident was tat Hidana was so scared that wen the lift finally came, she ended up pressing on the floor number instead of the button! No wonder the lift didn't move....hahaha In panic mode, everything can happen! haha Den i went home with multazimah.

I loved the nasi briyani with raisins at uztazah ros's house! It was so deliciouso! I ate a lot when we went there. Atifah was the one who made us laugh most of the time, she's a JOKER! haha At the end of the day it was a fruitful hari raya trip!

afro signing out! ;D

2008-10-10T00:56:00.002+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

My name is afro and today i have done three guitar covers. Jason Mraz i'm yours cover and the remix plus Demi waktu by ungu. Got to watch ep 28 of We Got Married. It was so touching..Wished Seijiro a happy belated birthday. Her birthday was on the 4th of OCT but i didn't have any present for her so i sang her a birthday song. ;D And i'm gona wished her again here. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEIJIRO! the best COSPLAYER i know! *smiles* ;D

I ate rojak bandung my mum made today and it tasted awesome! at first i thought it was yukkie...coz the steamed squid didn't looked appatizing at all..but it was good! *happy* I hope the show WE GOT MARRIED will continue to be very exciting and hope that the couples stay on. yay!

Made some changes, my blog has a new look and has like a carousel feel to it.
Zoo ah hae~!

afro Barbie annyeong!

2008-10-08T15:09:00.006+08:00

afroBarbie is in the house!

Hari Raya has been fun...

I have gone to most of my relatives place and they have been people comin' to my house but i haven't been able to take many pics yet. But these are the pics i've taken so far.

afroOut XD

2008-10-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

WE GOT MARRIED

I love this variety show! It about korean celebs living together as husband and wife! Of course not in real life but in the show they are exposed to the life of any normal married couples..but this show is ANYTHING BUT NORMAL! It is hilarious! I was laughing almost on every episodes!

My fav couples are
[Hwang Bo & Hyun Joong] ALSO [Crown J & In Young].

The first couples are 6 years of age apart from each other but their feelings seems sincere. They are the most hilarious couple to me in the show. They looked cool in ep 25 performing GET HOT song.

The second couple always fights but they do make up plus they look good together. In Young is hot! While Crown J is all muscles! Haha They look good together! They also have lots of funny moments in the show. They even made a song together called TOO MUCH.

I give the show both thumbs up and a must watch! So far there are 27 ep all together.

afro OUT!

Mood: Sweet
Listening to: Crown J and In Young - Too Much
Watching: We Got Married ep 25
Eating: chicken popcorn
Drinking: A&W Root Beer

2008-09-30T23:31:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS IN THE WORLD!

After a month of fasting in the month of Ramadan,
Hari Raya is here!

Afro loves Hari Raya as there are lots of kuih to eat! I love CORNFLAKES the BEST! wakaka
I made some kuih this year! Sugar cookies, choco chip cookies and also the above mentioned kuih! hahaha i also made KETUPAT! hehe It's so fun! Also today i help my mum to cook sambal goreng and ayam masak merah! So yummy! I can't resist! wakaka

Tml maybe i am visiting my relative's house! More goodies! wakakaka

But not forgetting the rest of the muslimins around the world who can't raya much this year, may Allah give them peace and good health in their life until the next ramadan comes again. May Allah also forgive them for their sins. Amin.

afro would like to say : SELAMAT HARI RAYA to ALL the MUSLIMS celebrating it!

2008-09-19T12:45:00.005+08:00

Chef of the day!

For the first time in this month, i have finally coooked! haha i mean i have cooked food b4 but not in this month of course. After the fight with my mum, i had decided to start cooking! and yesterday i cooked fried rice for our break fast! :D not breakfast but the breaking of our fast :D

I tought it would be a pice of cake since i had done it b4 but i had 4gotten how to do cook it! haha but after asking mum bout a few things i did it! and the end result is my fried rice! :D

The end result!

My fried rice

talking bout cakes! I made some cupcakes also! the taste is good! i can't believe tat it was gona turn out nice! haha I ate the vanilla and choc cupcake which i made with strawberries, bananas and raspberry ripple ice cream! It was delicious on it's own as well! I like it very much! haha i wana try out new foods from now on! haha so stay tuned! wakaka I am a FOOD ADDICT!

afro out! >_< o_O

2008-09-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Same old things but i like it :D

It is the fasting month and so far so good. Puasa Yok2 (meaning faking fast) is not in my dictionary haha XD. I love to fast but sometimes i do get tired easily. I like the foods that i get to eat but however it is not always about the food. Sometimes just plain water and Date would be enough. And don't u confuse the fruit date, with a real life date okay? haha Just to be careful. haha

I haven't been doing much other than playing my new Sims Deluxe edition on my lappy which is sure lagging my lappy. But i like playing it coz i can do interior and outer designs on the houses that i want my sims to live in. I have always like to decorate but as i can't do so in real life, in Sims i shall vent my frustrations haha.

I like art and music but they sometimes do get the better of me and i do get sentimental from time to time just by listening to the lyrics to the songs. Other than listening to music and watching videos that i missed..i also have to memorised the verses before i get tested for them in November i think. It is really a big deal for me as i do it, not only to pass my exams but also so that i can use in as an example in my daily life so that i would not forget my creator, Allah S.W.T. So far i have only memorised 2 out of 9 long verses. haha But i will try my best.

I have been going to Terawih prayers wif rose and atifah. Met Sofia, my last time primary schmate.I was surprised she even remembered me. hehe :D Coz i thought that i was always the kid that blended in with the wall and nobody would notice me... haha :D

So, i was tinking about writing a short story but i duno how to start and maybe i am not cut out to be a writer but i would really like to write a story. Juz for my pleasure. Coz i must admit it is boring these days, not like last time when i just had to be busy with FB. Okep that's bout it i wana remember. Hope when i get old..this blog is still here to remember me about my sch days. And me as afroBarbie ^^.

2008-09-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

Sami Yusuf Al-Mu'allim lyrics

We once had a Teacher
The Teacher of teachers,
He changed the world for the better
And made us better creatures,
Oh Allah we've shamed ourselves
We've strayed from Al-Mu'allim,
Surely we've wronged ourselves
What will we say in front him?
Oh Mu'allim...

Chorus
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
Teacher of all Mankind.

Abal Qasim [one of the names of the Prophet]
Ya Habibi ya Muhammad
(My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad
(My intercessor O Muhammad)
Khayru khalqillahi Muhammad
(The best of Allah's creation is Muhammad)
Ya Mustafa ya Imamal Mursalina
(O Chosen One, O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina
(O Chosen One, O intercessor of the worlds)
Ya Mustafa ya Imamal Mursalina
(O Chosen One, O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina
(O Chosen One, O intercessor of the worlds)
Ya Mustafa ya Imamal Mursalina
(O Chosen One, O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina
(O Chosen One, O intercessor of the worlds)

He prayed while others slept
While others ate he'd fast,
While they would laugh he wept
Until he breathed his last,
His only wish was for us to be
Among the ones who prosper,
Ya Mu'allim peace be upon you,
Truly you are our Teacher,
Oh Mu'allim..

He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
Teacher of all Mankind.

Ya Habibi ya Muhammad
(My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad
(My intercessor O Muhammad)
Ya Rasuli ya Muhammad
(O My Messenger O Muhammad)

Ya Bashiri ya Muhammad
(O bearer of good news O Muhammad)
Ya Nadhiri ya Muhammad
(O warner O Muhammad)
'Ishqu Qalbi ya Muhammad
(The love of my heart O Muhammad)
Nuru 'Ayni ya Muhammad
(Light of my eye O Muhammad)

He taught us to be just and kind
And to feed the poor and hungry,
Help the wayfarer and the orphan child
And to not be cruel and miserly,
His speech was soft and gentle,
Like a mother stroking her child,
His mercy and compassion,
Were most radiant when he smiled

He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
Teacher of all Mankind.
Abal Qasim [one of the names of the Prophet]
Ya Habibi ya Muhammad
(My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad
(My intercessor O Muhammad)
Khayru khalqillahi Muhammad
(The best of Allah's creation is Muhammad)

Ya Mustafa Ya Imamal Mursalina
(O Chosen One O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina
(O Chosen One O intercessor of the worlds) 3x
Ya Mustafa Ya Imamal Mursalina
(O Chosen One O Imam of the Messengers)
Mu'allim

2008-08-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

Finally its OVER~!! Yay! Holiday Time!

Finally i have time to update this stale blog of mine. The Xams are OVER and soon it'll be fasting time! I wana work but i duno wad job i can get...Let's not talk bout it...

Today something interesting happened in 154 bus. There were two primary sch kids i tink. They were each hogging the bus's Seat! But it's not that they were fighting or anything..but believe it or NOT! They were sleeping in the BUS like it was their home! haha I was so amused! wakaka From Ngee Ann to almost reaching the Boon Lay Interchange, they slept...but the boy sitting in front of me woke up first..and guess wad...OMG he got air liur basi on his FACE!! For those non-malay reading folks out there, air liur basi means STALE SALIVA! I was all over HIS FACE! haha I wanted to laugh out loud sia! wakaka The Jurong Sec students were all laughing at him sia...Shortly after, the other boy from the adjacent seat woke up. haha

Den the other day, i was taking 154 home, and i saw this road name. haha It is 'Tah Ching Road' and it is funny that if it sounds like TOUCHING Road when u say it fast and together. hehe so fascinating! So many things can happen in buses! hehehe

Here is the picture!

Now i am currently watching the new Taiwanese Drama Hot Shot! I like it coz there is SHOW aka alan luo zhi xiang in it! haha I like him coz he funny sia in the drama! wakaka and i aso like the song Superman from the drama soundtrack! haha I hope to have fun in this hols b4 getting back to same old sch...haha

afroBarbie is LOVING IT! ^^

2008-08-14T01:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Days!

My day started with a yawn! Like i went to sch to 'STUDY' also for DB extra Lesson. It was a long morning and bit of afternoon. I ate egg tart, chicken pie & drank Strawberry Yogurt (btw i dun like to drink yogurt...coz of the smell..just wanted to try something new).

Also something new in my life was my new SONY ERICSSON W890i....that i bought yesterday..i duno if it's a gd model or not...but i just wanted to try a diff brand of hp. I was using Nokia all along...No bluetooth, no camera, just msg and call...so sad right? I in IT course summore! Back to my day...

So after the afternoon class and the morning 'STUDY'. I was texting Cyclo all the while i was having class..haha We meet up @ Prayer Room to pray first b4 going to IMM! It was so fun! Eating @ Spaegetti Too again! I ate a LOT! I ate soup, Chicken Pasta Hotplate and my fav! ITALIAN CHOC CAKE! wakaka it was sooo to DIE for! haha Cyclo ate soup, Grilled Salmon Hotplate and CHOC BROWNIE! omg it was so nice! the brownie! It was a whole CHUNK! haha

After that we went to take the SHuttle Bus HOME! ans guess wad?? NO SEAT! Den Cyclo went and sat down on the steps! I was not sure it was a good idea...but if u can't BEAT 'em, JOIN 'em! wakaka and so i sat down too! BUT! it was DEFINITELY a BUMPY ride! WE even slide to one side just as though there was OIL on our BUTTOCKs! haha We arrived our Dest safely...However ppl were shocked went the doors opened! They wanted to go in but we were already ready to JUMP out! haha A guy was even too shocked to react! wakaka

BUMP into Jonathan, our EX! Dun get any funny ideas! He was our EX-workmate! haha @ zingdo last time....Den we took 179 bus which had the same scenario! NO SEATS! so we had to stand and it was DARN CROWDED lah! haix..but we had fun!

Every Outing is a CRAZY Outing with Cyclo/Meng/Pert/Cyclomeng aka Twin!

OMG i am watching the Olympic Football, Argentina VS Serbia. And the Serbian KEEPER and Captain, STOJKOVIC Vladimir is just AMAZING! Saving the Shots from the Argentinians. But i feel that the keeper's job has come to naught...because the Serbian players aren't serious enough in playing the game. SO DISAPPOINTING! Kena red card lah, kena yellow card lah...wakau! Do stunts lah...OMG! I almost wanted to kil the Serbian players...They know that the Argentinians all can see through their stunts but they still keep on doing it...OMG how stupid can they get?? It was almost UNBEARABLE to watch!

The Keeper was trying so hard...but the players just couldn't care less...The game has ended and the final score is 2-0. They should have played more seriously and do more shots...haiz truly a disappointment...

afro is Happy and now is dissappointed... (-_-)

DON'T act like u KNOW when u clearly DON'T!

2008-08-10T00:23:00.005+08:00

DON'T act like u KNOW when u clearly DON'T!

SO I'M NOT HANDSOME...(Taiwanese Drama)

At 1st i thought it was gona be a good Taiwanese drama bcoz JJ Lin was staring in it...but i was proven wrong...bcoz halfway through some of the episodes..i found out tat the jokes in the drama was realli not that funny...and to make it worse there was one scene that i suppose was to be a joke or something but i think it's not that funny bcoz they sorta played around with religions..

There was one scene where JJ Lin and the lead actress (i duno what's her name) wanted to go to church to pray for a win in the basketball competition. But when JJ Lin asked along his 2 frends, they rejected him with the reason that they are Muslim and that in the religion, Allah forbids them to believe in other gods... which was true...but they weren't actually Muslims and so why must they say those lines?? I was surprise wen they said that... and they continued to say that JJ Lin and the lead actress should go to pray at the church fast or otherwise Jesus would go to sleep already...It was so stupid...I hate that guy who said all that..

What made me MORE angry was that RIGHT after that scene...there was a scene showing the two JJ Lin's frends eating at a road stall where they were drinking beer...and the guy that said all those stuff just now, was drinking beer but had finished them. He asked the shopkeeper for more beer and when the shopkeeper said that all the beer was finished..the other guy insisted that he NEEDED more beer!...OMG i was so annoyed!

Firstly, in Islam...drinking is forbidden...BUT here they are, saying that they are Muslims in one scene and drinking Beer in another...OMG it was OBVIOUSLY trying to mess up our RELIGION!!!..I was so disappointed that i am BANNING that show..I am not gona watch that show! It sux...for playing around with religions...It is no Laughing matter! I hate people who have no respect for other people's religion! I HATE the one who wrote that script!

They didn't even know our Religion..and they act like they know...MACAM FAHAM AJER! Wad the crap! I tink that they should GO and STUDY Intercultural Communication which was the Module i learnt whereby "ONE Should NEVER Act Like they Know a PERSON's CULTURE when they really DON'T". But in this case they should change the word culture with RELIGION!

afro is PISSED OFF! ARGH!!!!

2008-08-04T21:02:00.004+08:00

Happenings

So far i haven't been updating much of my blog...coz i have been lazy (-_-)...but tonight i duno y but i just feel like updating! (0_0)

Haven't been able to laugh much these days...coz the exam is nearing...(o_O) and this slacker student wants to pass..hehe so i have decided to be the geek student! [-_-] hehe just for the exams...but it will haven to depend on my attention span also as the longest attention span i haven for studying is only 30mins plus..the rest of the time my head is thinking on its own~ wakaka

So when my attention span is gone...this is wad happens....

actually i was suppose to type Extreme Sushi Bar but...it turns out to be...the above...

Haix...i realli have no concentration power...i get easily distracted...hmm wad to do? any advice? tag me

afro NEEDS to concentrate! (--)'''

2008-07-31T04:21:00.004+08:00

Drawing & Music is in Me

I like to draw,
I like to Sing,
I like to play the Guitar,
I like Music and many more

I like to play,
I like to stray,
Make you mad,
Make you sad...

But i will come back and
Make you say...
afro Hey!
I love u seh!

just a little stupid poem? just 4 u ppl

I recently found out a website that records the way u paint and then after the painting is finished, u can replay the way u paint. It is a cool website. It was even on the news. Here's the web : http://artpad.art.com/artpad/painter/

One of the painting i drew was a rainbow.

I liked it so much! Also there are new pics on maria sharapova in canon comercial. Make Every Shot a Power Shot.

Here are the pics:

That's all for this post and make sure to study hard and not be like me. An S.S. (slacker student)

afroBarbie Out!

2008-07-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

Take a BREAK!

Finally i can relax a bit..coz OOAD q&a and LAN test is over! But i tink i gona fail my LAN test liao...coz i suck at LAN...Left with a little bit more DB..., my religious project, OOAD prac and tml ESPANOL Presentacion plus ORAL TEST...i scared coz i duno how to speak ESPANOL that well...i tink tiz will be a test for me...

Tml i got frisbee training..but...i duno whether i will be okay or not...hehe hope i get to noe a lot of other ppl...hehe OKep see ya...i gtg do work...

afroBarbie says blogging has become a Chore

2008-07-19T19:57:00.003+08:00

afro LIKES joker

I watched THE DARK KNIGHT yesterday and it was LONG!....2hr? wakaka but I simply LOVE the JOKER! it's sad that he is not ALIVE anymore...Heath Ledger was his real name.. I just love the way he talks in the movie! I wana talk like him! haha Like the wadever talk...heh heh heh!

The movie was long and made my butt hurts and we didn't finish the popcorn...me and NAZ heh heh heh Thanx NAZ! The movie was AWESOME! If u didn't talk me into watching the movie i would have known that it was that GOOD! haha LOVE YA LOTS! wakaka next time we go watch movie will be like....i duno when else coz i still got sch...hmm maybe during the hols or weekends? hahaha!

PICTURR!

U ALL GOTTA GO WATCH IT!

afro RECOMMENDS ppl to watch THE DARK KNIGHT!

2008-07-18T03:57:00.002+08:00

I now hate THAT teacher...

I never make him look bad...
He made me look bad...
Unfair to give hints to those who never study...
Might as well give whole answers...
I told him to write back the hints on the board..
He don't want..
Make others say me...
He better watch out...
One day he sure will sure kena retribution...

Using DB the only class that i like to do the retribution table for the lecturer who say me:
CREATE TABLE RETRIBUTION
(
Lecturer ID int NOT NULL,
Lecturer name char(12) NOT NULL,
Retribution varchar(1000)
CONSTRAINT PK_Retribution PRIMARY KEY (Lecturer ID)
)

THIS TABLE CANNOT BE DROPPED!

afroBarbie is _PISSED!_

2008-07-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

This is goodbye...

First of all i want to thank all the people who really cared for me when i was in FB. I hope that you all will train hard and may u all rise to be winners in Polite.

I don't think i want to be manipulated anymore....I want to be more honest with myself and the people around me....When Najib was the coach, i felt that i was being pressurized and manipulated by him into becoming a keeper...for example, he said that i could still play as a defender and be a keeper also...but i knew that those were all lies...but i still became a keeper.....Y? u may ask.....well it was because i felt sorry for liyu who was suffering all alone...so i wanted to ease her pain....but now that Najib isn't the coach anymore, i can finally be free from his manipulations...

I wanted FB to be part of my life when i first took it as my CCA but it is lately turning out to be a burden to me....i feel that i can do much better things at home rather than coming to train...I felt really stupid to have come for trainings all this while...Sacrificing for some people who don't even care for me....Haha What a fool i have been to not see that i have been treated like a TOOL...When u needed me the most...u would take care of me like a diamond...but when u don't need me anymore, u throw me away like shit!

I just can't take it anymore....being treated like i am not part of the team....if i was part of the team, when i fell down there would be someone to help me pull myself back up again...If i was part of the team, my gears would still be left where it was and not STOLEN by ppl on the same team...if i was part of the team, i would be informed by the ppl who TOOK my gears wifout permission that they wanted to "BORROW" my gears....

HOWEVER...was people concerned when i fell down the stairs? no body noticed except for liyu who saw me fall down....Where is my gears? NObody knows.....Did they inform me that they want to take my gears? NOPE....So if u still say i AM part of the TEAM....Den where is the proof? Even i wana know...It is like you telling me u needed me...but now u are pushing me off the edge by doing stupid things like this....Sorry to say but i just want to be free of this burden and so Just pls let me go....

If it is too hard to understand all this...i can make it simple....I want to quit playing keeper in FB...and pls dun try to persuade me to come back...it's a final decision that i should have made a long time ago...

Note:
Tell Suhaili, don't bother replacing the keeper pants coz i won't be coming for training anymore...
Tell Cheryl, don't worry i will still be giving u my stick...
Liyu i am realli sorry that i want to quit and leave u alone but i just can't take it anymore...being treated like we don't matter...our feelings are not important...and wad not...

Maryam Out...

2008-07-13T02:27:00.002+08:00

GOTTA LOVE LIFE!

Went out with Naz today and we went to eat at Spegetti Too Express @ IMM! I truly recommend the place! The FOOD is better than PIZZA HUT! TWIN! Next time we go out..we eat there ok!? haha Naz THANK U 4 bringing me there! Love ya lots!

Den we ewnt to PM-pasar malam, Thought that i could get a long sleeve Chelsea jersey but it was too big for mua....Darn it! But i got to play ROCKBAND wif Naz! She rocks! Coz she can sing and play the guitar or drums at the same time! Isn't she AWSOME! She is TOO COOL! wakakaka LOVE YA NAZ! The song currently playing is one of the songs that is in the ROCKBAND game....

WELCOME HOME by Coheed & Cambria

You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
F***ing up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played Martyr,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, you'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die

*This song is only for your listening pleasure, vulgar is included*
-afroBarbie out-

2008-07-11T20:32:00.002+08:00

Announcement

For those who have or have seen my FB pants, pls inform me.
I have no idea who have it and so pls..GIVE IT BACK in gd condition and washed.
IF i dun have it by next training...U will see the darker side of me.

Thank you for your co-operation.

REMINDER:
Next time, if any of you want to "BORROW" my gear, pls AT LEAST inform me first...It is COMMON sense...

afroBarbie

2008-07-04T13:57:00.007+08:00

Battered and Bruised!

Yesterday was PT(Physical Training) for FB and i was like YAY! i like PT but.....when we sprint for the 1st round...i was already dead! Coz my left leg totally died on me....like suddenly muscle pull! DAMN! Den after a couple more rounds of sprinting suddenly something went into my eye and it hurt so much! It was funny, coz my eye damn small afterwards similar to Gerlin's hamster's eye infection! haha Also i was limping everytime we finished sprinting the 100m...but the weird thing was that when i was sprinting, the pain disappeared but after that i can't walk normally. But i just forced it and limp all the way back everytime.

I tink it's not an excuse to stop training just bcoz of leg pain...Coz it wasn't just me who was in pain, everyone was aso in pain. I can't be so selfish as to sit one corner and give up. But the thing that probably hit me hard was the leg raise coz my legs were so weak until everytime i did the leg raise my leg kept going down and down. hehe But i definitely like the sprinting up the grandstand coz it was easy for me coz i always do that hehe. =3 The push-ups, crunches, leg raise and squats were kinda irritating to do but i find it effective! So i am going to come for every PT training! wakakaka XD

Now my leg is still hurting and today i went to spanish class with a limp but it was okay! Today we learnt numero from 1-20! Uno, dos, tres, cuarto, cinco, seis, siete, ocho, nueve,diez,
once,doce,trece,catorce,quince,dieciseis,diecisiete,dieciocho,
diecinueve,viente.Hehe I also got to noe that Sara, my FB junior noes Spanish! hehe SO cool!

Btw the background of my blog is a picture of Seijiro, she is cosplaying the character Lavi the Bookman Heir in D-Gray Man anime. I tink she realli brings the character to life! Seijiro is so kawaii! i found her pic in deviantArt and i thought it was cool, so i put her pic as my desktop's wallpaper. Vicki saw it and said that she was her frend! i was like WOAH! so COOL! I am so honoured to get to noe her! hehe Sei chan! Arigato gonzaimasu! Honto ni! (i duno if i'm spelling this right..hehe)

afroBarbie is HAPPY! =3

2008-07-03T01:17:00.004+08:00

Bad results!

Oh man...i was so disappointed in me for almost failing my EBF module...i got a D+ but hmm i tink i just didn't understand the qns and most of all i didn't finish my paper...But i am moving on...and cannie kept on saying that we should do better for our assignments...but i just duno...Now in LAN class i am so clueless about what yoong is teaching...omg...i am just lost! But still we all played games in class...haha no wonder don't understand..but i bet even if i listened in class...i wouldn't have understooded what he was saying..

Anywayz, today was the last episode of Yazid Pakai Lampin...but i am disappointed with the ending...i would have wished for Yazid to have gotten the girl..instead of the syam...but haix..nothing ever goes as we planned...so just gotta live with it...

I am gona work hard, i promise! and i won't disappoint anyone again! especially me! humph! yeah! and A SPECIAL NEWS REPORT! It's Yan's 18th Birthday! heee! cheh cheh cheh!

I just wana wish ya HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!! wakakaka
May u b GILA2 wif me always! hehe

afroBarbie OUT! ^^